Parenting after a Loss

Sometime between 3 & 4 am I fell asleep....

STANDING UP!!!

Lil man started getting a little restless in his crib at about 3:00 this morning.  Because of the placement of the kids bedrooms (all right next to each other) I get up right away when I hear him - if I'm not there to rescue him when the fussing turns to crying he will wake up his sisters as well.  

So I go down the hallway and hang out in his doorway for a couple minutes while he decides if it's just a 'fuss a little bit then back to sleep' kinda thing, or if it's a 'now I'm up and I want some boobage' kinda thing.  I leaned up against his door frame and just kind of rested there for a little while.  I remember a couple times my head kind of bobbing and startling me awake.  I'm not sure when it happened or how long I had been standing in lil man's doorway, but at some point I fell asleep standing there, stumbled backward a couple steps, crashed right through dd's door (across the hall from A's) and landed in a thud on her bedroom floor.

Needless to say, from that point on, ALL THREE kids were up!! Awesome.  Dh went and slept with dd#2, and dd#1 climbed into our bed and waited for me to come back from trying to calm A down.  By that time, lil man was AWAKE.  Like 'let's play and have lots of fun together at 4:00am' kind of awake.  He finally went back down at about 5:45 and both girls were up by 6:30.  

...this is gonna be a good day... 

Forever missing Baby Z #3 ~ Natural m/c 4.12.2010 at 11w2d
*So proud and so lucky to be the mommy of two beautiful little girls
and one handsome little man*
RJ~5.17.2005~born @ 37w due to IUGR~4lbs 15ozs
Al~4.5.2008~born big and healthy @ 38w~7lbs 9.5ozs
Lil man~5.20.2011~born big and healthy @ 39w (after one he!! of a pregnancy)~8lbs 1oz
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