LOL...so here I am, 9dpo, another 3 stark white BFN's today.
I decided it is making me too unhappy to keep seeing that so I need to stop testing, seriously. The only question I had was how to get myself to stay away from the tests. I thought about asking DH to hide them but knew there was no way I would give him all of them. Then I thought about just using them all today so I wouldn't have them here tempting me from now till Sunday but the idea of using up 50+ tests sounded exhausting. I knew if I threw them out without using them I would be digging them out of the garbage before the end of the day so I didn't do that.
I just figured out that if I drink tons of fluid I won't be able to be able to get a good enough sample to test so I am drinking water like there is no tomorrow. I know that will only work till bedtime tonight and I won't be able to resist using a test in the morning but at least I might be able to stop using one every time I go to the bathroom.....baby steps, right?
Re: I found the answer!
BFP #1 mm/c at 12w1d
Missed M/C 11/5/2010 @ 5 weeks, 3 days* D&C 12/3/2010 at 9 weeks, 3 days
BFP 6/11/2011. Heartbeat seen on u/s 6/29. No heartbeat 7/13 at 9w0d. D&C 7/18.
Missing our little bean. Our hearts broke when yours stopped beating.
BFP 1/3/2012. Please God...let this be our take home baby!