Nightmare

kokokat

Got basically no sleep last night, and the short time I did sleep, I had a terrible nightmare that my doctor was telling me I'm too old to ever have kids.  (for the record, I'm 29.)  Then, I woke up with this terrible feeling that even if I can get pregnant again, it's just not going to work out for us.  I told DH how I was feeling, that I couldn't "see" it working out for us, and feel really down today.  DH tried his best to talk me around, but I'm already just having the worst day. 

I've been in such a good mood recently, and my outlook has been so great.  Today, I'm just depressed.  To top it off, my OPKs keep being negative, and I'm waiting for AF #1 to show up.  I know I'm not far into this process and I'm not trying to compare my feelings with the discouragement of those of us who have been trying a long time.  I'm just having a bad day I guess.  Oh, and I get to go to a meeting tonight for a client that starts at 7:30 and is an hour from home.  And I can barely keep my eyes open.  Thanks for listening, ladies, this is one of the only places where I know other people understand just what I'm going through.  Hope all of you are having a better day than I am.

TIFFANYTORRES1984

UGH How I feel your pain today Today is just one of those days that feels like whatever can go wrong will and has I really hope your day gets better for you. I am still waiting for AF to rear her head over here as well. Seems like forever.

kokokat

Waiting right with you girl.  I swear, this part sucks.  DH siad to me last night "I've never been so excited for you to get a period before!"  I thought that was pretty funny.