another breakdown...

aadewitt

So yesterday my husband goes to tell me yet another person we know is pg and due at the end of April...a month after I was to be due.  .  I actually flipped out at him, at everything, cried, screamed and just sat in the dark bed room crying.  I thought I was over all this, I thought I was moving along. 

Its just really hard to wonder why me? We have been talking about TTC soon..and as excited as I mean...I am getting more and more scared to TTC again, afraid Ill be right back here (mentally).  

I wanted to make it the whole week with out crying...looks like Ill have to start over again.  

Karen_Gee

((Big Hugs)).  It is totally natural to wonder why me and to be scared about TTC again. I think a lot of us have been there. PG announcements can be so hard to deal with. I know you will make it a whole week without crying eventually, even if it doesn't feel that way now. It just takes time.

ktsnshn

I am sorry. It is hard to hear PG announcements sometimes. ((hugs))

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jenn0021

Breakdowns are a normal part of this process. I have so many memories of me crying in my dark bedroom and feeling like I could never move on. Each day you get a little stronger though. I'm thinking of you and hoping that today is a bit better.

TIFFANYTORRES1984

I know the feeling, I can't wait until the day I can go an entire week w/o crying. You are not alone in your feelings I am going through the exact same thing right now. I am rather upset bc my DH  just doesnt get it He does'nt understand why it still upsets me to hear of others PGs! I hope this will all pass for everyone.

jglandon@hotmail.com

It's okay to have those moments.  It just catches you off guard sometimes.  I have been doing really well the last couple weeks, and last night I broke down when I told my chiropractor.  We're all here for you.  ((hugs))

KGS2003

(((Hugs))) You are not alone.

2poodles2Love

Sending lots of hugs your way.  I know how you feel.  I had a similar experience yesterday when I went to the OB for repeat betas to make sure my levels are still going down, and it hurt so bad to see a young teenage girl and her boyfriend walking out of the office with ultrasound pictures in their hands and smiling.

Sending lots of T&P your way for continuing strength! 

RunningMama2012

That sounds like my week last week. I swear in the past week I have found out that 5 people that I know... either friends or coworkers are pregnant. I had a complete meltdown last week... tears, screaming, crying... the whole works! Yesterday I found out about another co-worker and I just felt numb. I keep wondering why did this happen to us?

So, it's normal what you are feeling and it passes... Sending lots of T&P your way today