I just blogged about it. {Toddler siggy warning}

mrsjenni

A letter to my baby.  I don't know... I just felt like it would help me heal.  "Move on."

The verdict's still out... I feel so exposed.  

But at the same time, I know that there is an amazing group of women that will provide me with support and encouragement, as you have.

And now? I can't stop crying. 

jenn0021

That is such a beautiful letter you wrote to your baby. You worded it so perfectly. Sending you some ((hugs)).

bribri81404

Beautiful! That was perfect! And now you have me crying! That was so wonderful! Thank you for posting. ((Huge Hugs))

LaTi07

(Hugs) that was a beautiful post.

chop2428

I read your blog often, I recognized you when you posted on the June 2012 board. I am so sorry your going through this. I think what you wrote is perfect, it brought me to tears. I'm glad you posted on your blog.

CashewsMommy

Thank you for sharing. 

amandachs

Oh Jenni...  I have tears streaming down my face right now.  That was a beautiful heartfelt letter.  You are so so brave for not only writing it, but posting if for all to see.  I hope it was therapeutic for you to get it out, though I can only imagine the multitude of emotions you are feeling right now.  (((hugs))) honey.

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SouthernBellaKS

I could only read part of it because my work computer was disagreeing with the website, but what I read was gorgeous. Maybe it's not a bad thing that you can't stop crying. I know I tried not to cry for the first two weeks (not that I was overly succesful), but I finally went and sat by the crib when my DH left the house and just bawled until I couldn't stand it. I found that it did help a little to finally just let my emotions run rampant and to stop trying to put on a brave face. Sometimes we need to be a little vulnerable to heal. Sending hugs your way.

savykay

Mrs. Jenni, I recognize you from the June BMB, and I am so sorry to see that you moved over here too.  (((BIG hugs))) I am so so sorry for your loss.  That was a beautiful letter to your little sweet pea. 

kevinandmonica2011

So beautifully written... I hope it was as therapeutic for you to share such a deeply personal letter as it was for me to read it. 

Thank you for sharing.  ((big hugs)) to you.  T&P for continued healing

orangegoggles

What a beautiful letter, thanks for sharing!

linfor2

Beautiful letter ((Hugs))

2poodles2Love

That's beautiful, thanks for sharing.  I too have tears rolling down my face.  Sending lots of T&P your way!