I feel like I'm gonna barf

ruthymusney

I just picked up kyndals blanket we held her little body in. I can't believe this is my life now...

DesiraeSunshine

i remember those feelings vividly

stillwaiting12

I still often feel nauseous when I think of certain events. Even still from our first loss which was 16 months ago.

krysiahamaty

So sorry. :-(

I hate that this is happening to any of us. 

Heatherhah

My DH and I sleep with the blanket we had Sydney wrapped in . It truly helps me sleep and him too. Some people might think it is weird but to us it is our new normal.

Sorry you are feeling so down today!! You are not alone!!

 Heather 

AmyG2b

I sleep with the blanket they wrapped Ellie in, too. I'm so sorry that you (and we all) have this pain.

magdalina.h

I sleep with Aidan's blanket

Carolee

Giant (((HUGS)))

hewinked

I sleep with Adam's blanket, too.  I've never even washed it.  That probably makes me gross, but I don't care.  I can't wash it yet. 

I have moments where I'll just be going about business, and it hits me, I have a dead son.  It still takes my breath away.  I can't believe any of us have to do this, and it sucks.  (((hugs)))

kate6267

It catches you at such hard times.... I find Emily's blanket to be comforting I sleep with it at night, The weight of the blanket on my chest eases my anxiety a little bit too.

LoveOfMikesLife

I also sleep with Addy's blanket. If I don't have it I have really horrible night mares

roxyttandme

It took me about 6 months to process everything that happened to us. I am so sorry, hun. This is all apart of the one of the, if the worse process on earth.... mourning. (((hugs)))

pb127

((((hugs)))) I kept a small square of DS's blanket and I hold it often.