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Back from break and re-intro

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I've decided it's time to end my bump break. I think that I need some more support as basically all my IRL friends are pregnant or have babies. I need a safe venting place again. And, I miss you guys. So, my bump break is officially over. I plan on coming on here to give and get support again. I probably won't be on all the time as I do want to keep some balance in my life but I am back. Smile

For all the newbies out there, I will do a quick re-intro. I got my first BFP in July 2010. DH and I were thrilled as it was our first month trying. We were naive too, just assuming we would be taking a baby home in March. Well, at 7 weeks we were told I was pregnant with twins but Baby B didn't have a heartbeat and we would most likely miscarry that one. Baby A had a heartbeat and was measuring on schedule. So, we figured all would be well. At 9 weeks, Baby B had disappeared and Baby A's heart had stopped beating sometime during week 8. We were devastated. I opted to wait to miscarry naturally and waited 3 weeks before any bleeding came. I then bled for another 4 weeks with no end in sight. I ended up having a D&C the end of September 2010. We were told to wait 3 months before trying again.

In January 2011, we were excited to get another BFP. We were more guarded this time as we knew that things don't always end well but were cautiously optimistic. Well, at 7 weeks I was rushed to the ER by ambulance due to huge blood loss. By the end of the day, I was sent home with a threatened miscarriage. Our baby still had a heartbeat and all we could do was wait. A week later, the ultrasound showed no more heartbeat. Another D&C for us and were told to wait another 3 months before trying again.

It's now been 8 months since our last loss. We decided to wait longer than the 3 months just for emotional healing and were planning on TTC again in August. In August, I got sick though. And have been sick ever since. My doctor can't figure out what's wrong with me but they think it's viral. I do believe that I may be on the up road of whatever sickness I have and hope to continue to improve. Maybe we will be able to TTC again next year...

Sorry that was so long. I hope you guys will have me back.

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Started TTC June 2010
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • 1220winterbride1220winterbride member
    hi! ((hugs))

    My heart is as open as the sky.
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  • jenn0021jenn0021 member

    image1220winterbride:
    hi! ((hugs))

    Hi Winter! I hate that you are still here but also happy to see a familiar face.

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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1     07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member

    welcome back lovely!! ((hugs))

    Also winterbride! it's nice to see you on here too

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  • jenn0021jenn0021 member
    imageVikingQueen:

    welcome back lovely!! ((hugs))

    Also winterbride! it's nice to see you on here too

    Viking! Hi!

    I love seeing all your happy faces. I missed you guys.

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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1     07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • ktsnshnktsnshn
    Welcome back! I am sorry to hear that you are still fighting illness. I hope they can give you some answers soon.
    BFP#1 7/09 DS born 3/30/10 BFP#2 5/11 M/C 6/11 BFP#3 9/11 M/C 10/11 BFP #4 5/20/12 Pregnancy Ticker
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  • KJsbabeKJsbabe member
    Welcome back. We missed you!
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    BFP #1 5/20/10 Natural MC at 5w4d 5/28/10
    BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
    BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
    BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
    "Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience."  Let it Be (blog) ♥ My BFP Charts
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    This time I'm not leaving without you.
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  • 1220winterbride1220winterbride member
    imageVikingQueen:

    welcome back lovely!! ((hugs))

    Also winterbride! it's nice to see you on here too

    HI!

    My heart is as open as the sky.
    Read about it on the blog

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    2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.


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  • LaTi07LaTi07 member
    Welcome back! Nice to "see" a familiar face.

    My Old Blog | My Chart | TTCAL Shenanigans
    ♥BFP #1 "Spawn"- 02/23/11 | EDD: 11/01/11 | natural m/c 03/20/11 @7w5d♥
    ♥BFP #2 "Offspring"- 11/10/12 | EDD: 07/25/13 | incomplete m/c 12/14/12 @8w1d | D&C 12/21/12♥
    ♥BFP #3 "Progeny" - 02/16/15 | It's a BOY!! | EDD: 10/17/15 | BD: 10/23/15♥
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  • avcs302008avcs302008 member
    Hi!  I'm glad you are able to start trying again, and are feeling better. 
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  • LS50LS50
    I'm new to this board...but welcome back! Took a look at your blog...so so sorry you have had to deal with the this heartbreak twice. Sending thoughts and prayers for better days ahead for you and your DH.
    TTC #1 since January 2010
    BFP 6/11/2011. Heartbeat seen on u/s 6/29. No heartbeat 7/13 at 9w0d. D&C 7/18.
    Missing our little bean. Our hearts broke when yours stopped beating. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    BFP 1/3/2012. Please God...let this be our take home baby!
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  • pb127pb127 member
    Welcome back, I hope you feel better soon.
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  • mandac033mandac033 member
    Hi! Welcome back from your break. I'm pretty new around here, but the girls on here are amazing! 
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  • bribri81404bribri81404
    Welcome back! I'm new here but wanted to say hello and that I love this board and all the support you get and the support you can give others!!
    mommy to Lanie~5/23/06 and Brynn~2/5/08 BFP 1/20/11 emergency surgery 1/27/11 twins lost. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers image imageimageimage ~*~*~PGAL/PAL Welcome~*~*~
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  • pb&fluffpb&fluff member
    I'm so sorry for your losses and I hope you feel better soon!  Hopefully you'll be able to start TTC as soon as you're ready.  ((hugs))
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    <3<3 "You know my name, not my story.
    You've heard what I've done, not what I've been through.
    If you were in my shoes, you'd fall the first step." <3<3


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  • KGS2003KGS2003 member
    Welcome back jenn. I hope your illness subsides soon. It's terrible being sick for so long.
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  • orangegogglesorangegoggles member

    Sorry for your losses and welcome back to the board. Hope you begin feeling better soon :)

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    BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
    BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
    BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
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  • bluebonnetmegbluebonnetmeg member
    Welcome back! I missed seeing you around. I hope your illness is over soon and that you don't have to be back on this board for very long.
    BFP#1 12/18/10 EDD 8/28/11 | 2/14/11 discovered that our baby girl had anencephaly D&C 2/17/11 at 12.5 weeks | no O or AF post loss - Dx: AO + mild PCOS = secondary infertility Provera after 70 days = AF but no O | Provera + 50mg Clomid after 110 days = AF but no O 3 rounds of 100mg Clomid + Estrogen + Progesterone = mixed O results, all BFN hysteroscopy 1/6/12 - removed fibroid tissue injection cycle #1 - 75 IU follistim + ovidrel (triggered 2/9/12) + endometrin = BFP! EDD 11/3/12 | Beta @ 13dpo = 184, 17dpo = 993, 26dpo = >5000 IT'S TWIN BOYS!! Tommy and Charlie arrived on 9/10/12 after less than 6 hours of labor at 32 weeks Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
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  • amandachsamandachs member

    Welcome back, missed you!!

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  • briast20briast20
    I'm so sorry for your losses.  Welcome back, and hopefully you're not here very long.  Also, I hope whatever is making you sick goes away and you feel better soon.  That's a really long time to be sick.
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    BFP #2 8/2010 Hadleigh Abigail born April 7, 2011 8 lb., 11 oz.
    BFP #3 7/2011 EDD 3/27/12 Missed MC at 12w3d (Sara Grace)
    BFP #4 12/13/11 EDD 8/19/12 Praying for this little baby!
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  • linfor2linfor2 member
    Welcome back! Hope you are feeling better soon!
    Married since 06/2004, TTC since 01/2011

    BFP #1 and M/C 5/2011

    BFP #2 7/1/2011, Blighted ovums officially diagnosed at 9w6d, D&C 8/19/2011.

    BFP #3 12/7/2011, EDD 8/15/2012, Harper Lorelai born 8/09/12

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  • PachitaPachita member

    Hi Jen!  Missed ya!

    Sorry to hear that your Dr. can't figure out what's going on with you ever since you got sick last August. 

    We're in this road together, so you know you always have us for support.

    BFP#1: 7/14/10.  EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
    BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
    BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby!                                                                                                                                           BFP #4:  2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15                                                                                                                                                                                      BFP #5:  4/5/15   EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)

    BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
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  • CaroleeCarolee member

    Hi again, and welcome back!  We missed you!

    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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  • psychmajormompsychmajormom member
    Hey girlie!!! I just recently came back here myself from my "break". Welcome back!!! (btw, its wish2bemommy, changed my SN)
    (USE TO BE, WISH2BEMOMMY). 1st BFP ever Aug. 16, 2010.... 1st OB appt. Sept. 8, 2010, u/s showed poss. blighted ovum.... b/w 9/8/10 22,698 b/w 9/10/10 14,521.... mmc confirmed, started naturally m/c 9/15/10, d & c 9/16/10 I love you my precious monkey!! 2nd BFP March 2011.... c/p, miss you lil one!! 3rd BFP Nov. 20, 2011, subcornial hemorrhage detected 11/24/11 heartbeat found.... LO's heartbeat lost 11/25/11.... d & c 11/26/11..... I love and miss you so much baby!!!! C/P 4/26/12.... gone before I knew you.... off BCP 10-1-13.. BFP 11-20-13.. SCH for 7 weeks.. 3-4-14: It's a Girl!.. 4-22-12 emergency cerclage placed..7-7-14 cerclage removed at 36w.. delivered Lillian Marie 7-28-14..
     "An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth. Then whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for earth"

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  • RizzaTsRizzaTs
    Welcome back!  I hope you continue to heal and feel better soon.
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending hugs, welcome back.

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • jsunflowerjsunflower
    Welcome back! *hugs*
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  • gilmoregirl105gilmoregirl105

    ((hugs)) I totally understand, as much as I try to talk to others IRL about TTCAL, I feel most understood and comforted when I talk with your ladies! 

    Welcome back.  Sorry to hear you have been sick, hope they figure out what is wrong soon and you get back to feeling better.  

    TTC since July 2010 BFP#1~5/8/11~~EDD 1/18/12~Natural M/C Confirmed 6/1/11 BFP#2~12/2/11 ~EDD 8/13/12~It's a girl!~Emma Grace born 8/12/12 Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • jkfranklinjkfranklin member
    I'm so glad you are back!  Makes it so much easier to stalk you!  Stick out tongue
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  • ccamccam member
    So sorry for your losses, but welcome back.  I hope you feel better soon!!

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    Trying for #1 since May 2010   l   DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011

    IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks

    November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!

    Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26

    1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12 :)   **TEAM GREEN!**

    Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12

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    FET #1 - October '13 - c/p   l   FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled :(   l   FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN

    ~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~

    Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14 :)    **TEAM GREEN!**

    Beautiful baby girl born 11.24.14

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  • lavrillavril member
    Hi Jenn! Welcome back! I'm so glad you're starting to feel better! I hope it keeps getting better for you.

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    Trying to start our family since 2010
    BFP #1 11.4.10, EDD 7.12.11, HB 12/9/10, MMC 12/27/10; 11w6d
    BFP #2 9.12.12, EDD 5.24.13, Baby Boy Born 5.15.13!!
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  • jenn0021jenn0021 member
    Thanks for the warm welcome back ladies! You are the best. Smile I will try and be as supportive as I can but I may just lurk for a while until I get back into the swing of things.
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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1     07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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