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Shayna0182Shayna0182 member
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Get em rolling ladies, whatever you want!

Last night,  even though we have had pizza twice this week, I ordered another pizza, because I was too damn lazy to cook.  My kitchen looks like a hot mess, and dh and I have both been working so hard for the last week that I would be embarressed if anyone walked in our house. 

I'm considering canceling a fall party that we have at our house tomorrow night, because I feel sick, dh and ds are both sick, and I don't feel like cleaning said house.

I haven't been to the cemetary in almost 3 weeks, and I feel horrible.  I also feel bad that we haven't brought any flowers to her grave in a long time.  I know she's not here, but I wonder if the girls look down and think their mommy has forgotten about them.

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  • LoveOfMikesLifeLoveOfMikesLife member
    I can't stand when people say " I wish no one had to go through this" or "I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy" and then upset by pregnancy annoucments.
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  • figgs0831figgs0831 member
    I hate that I am still bitter/jealous at all the pregnant people who are due near my EDD.  I am truly happy for them, but it is a constant reminder that I don't have my LO.

     Our baby boy,Logan, was born still at 19w3d on 7/1/2011
    Our 2nd baby boy, Mason, was born still at 20w3d on 1/31/2012

     After a much needed sanity break... we are praying for our rainbows

    ((BFP 7/29/13))  ((EDD 4/12/14))  It's BOY/GIRL twins!!!

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  • starrkitten89starrkitten89
    I'm starting a new job.My last day at this job is 10/25,and I don't start at the other job until 10/31 because they have no training hours available before that.Instead of telling my boss I can work a few extra days,I am going to be off 10/26-30th,even though I really should work.The stress and crap pay just aren't worth the couple extra days,but I feel guilty about it because we could use the cash!

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    T1 diabetes diagnosed 11/95 due to severe pancreatic injury
    BFP 1 1/22/10 EDD 9/30/10 Adria b. 9/11/10 d.8/9/11, Transposition of the Great Arteries,
    Pleural effusion, Kidney Failure
    BFP 2 4/26/12 EDD 1/3/13 M/C 5/13/12
    BFP 3 10/3/12 EDD 6/17/13 Twins! Preston and Juliet b. 5/22/13

     

     

     

     

     

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  • MrsRiceARoniMrsRiceARoni member
    I can't handle being around my friend who's son was born on my EDD. Not because of when he was born but because I think she's a bad parent and it makes me bitter that she has her son and I don't... I refuse to watch her son for her any more and any time she starts talking about things like how his pediatrician keeps telling her he needs to gain more weight I just walk away. I want to tell her she's an idiot and she's stunting him by not feeding him enough but I know she'll just tell me I don't have any kids so I don't know what I'm talking about. Angry
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  • Nesting.AwayNesting.Away
    Even after 18 months, I cannot bare to be around someone who is pregnant or a newborn. It all comes rushing back to me and I feel like I die a little more inside. I think this is because I know that I will not have a baby again and it is a reality too hard to handle.
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