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sorry girls

i guess getting KU like a normal person doesn't work for me

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Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)

It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
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  • I'm sorry, hon.  ((HUGS)) 

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    ~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~ 

    Me= 37 and DH = 41 

    Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)

    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

  • I'm so sorry Worms ((HUGE HUGS)). It's not fair...
    TTC 12/2009
    Me: 32 - Stage II Endo / DH: 36 - Low count and morphology (1%)
    IUIs 1-3 BFN, lap Dec. 2010, IUIs 4-6 BFN
    IVF w/ICSI #1 - ER 2/8: 24R 19M 9F ET 2/13 2-5 day blasts (no frosties) = BFP - b/g twins!
    E & C Born 10/19/2012
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  • I am so sorry, friend. :-(

    F U C K IF!!!!!

  • Don't be sorry sweetie, I'm sorry.  I'm sure we're all sorry....and pissed off.

    I just don't know what to say, nobody deserves this much struggle.  

    ((HUGS)) and all my love. Hug D for me too.  

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  • IF is an a$$hole.  I'm so sorry, this isn't fair.  Sending huge ((hugs)) your way. 

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

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  • Damnit damnit damnit. I am just super pissed. [email protected] IF!
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    TTC since 04/07 DX: Endo, MTHFR, PCOS, and MFI: IVF #5 = bfp

    Sophia Marie delivered still at 28w5d on 4/3/10 due to Pre-E and IUGR

    Surprise bfp = ectoptic Dec. 2011

    7th IVF = BFP! It's Twins!
  • Im so sorry girl. IF is so friggen unfair. HUGE HUGS.
    TTC since 8/07 DX - Severe MFI/azoospermia & MTHFR/ TESEs found sperm - 7/08 & 6/09/ 12/08 - IVF#1 - BFN/ 6/09 - IVF #2 - cancelled due to OHSS risk (had retrieval)/ 7/09 - FET #1 - BFN/ 9/09 - FET #2 - BFN/ 11/09 - IVF #3 with new RE cancelled twice - 10/09 & 11/09/ 1/10 - IVF #3 take 3 - BFN/ 4/10 - IVF #4 - first ever BFP on 5/13/10!!! 108 @ 10dp3dt/ 2nd beta 311!/ sono on 5/28/10 said TWINS!!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • Huge hugs Wormsie and Mr Wormsie.

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  • I'm soo sorry. 
    TTC since October 07

    3 IUIs (w/clomid & injectibles) BFN
    IVF # 1 (January 09) BFN
    IVF # 2 (April 09) BFN
    IVF # 3 (November 09) BFP
    Beta 12/3 - 280 Beta 12/5 - 890 Beta 12/7 - 1919
    U/S by my RE at 5 weeks-TWINS!!
    12/17 6 week U/S - saw both heartbeats

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  • I'm so sorry sweetie :(
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  • Sad I am so sorry worms. ((((hugs))))!
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    TTC since March/April 2010
    DX: MFI - less than 1 million sperm, 26% motility
    DH put on anastrozole to increase counts
    June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
    Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
    IVF - January 2012: BFN
    FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
    After nearly 3 years of waiting our LO was born December 18th 2012!
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  • Oh, Sweetie.  I am so, so sorry.
    TTC with DOR, low morphology, fertilization issues
    IVF#1 Oct 2009 (CCRM) - BFN
    IVF#2 March 2010 - Poor response/cancelled
    DE IVF#1 Aug 2010 - BFN
    DE IVF#2 Dec 2010 - Transferred 1, 2 frozen - BFP!
    TTC#2 FET Jan 2013 - Transferred 1 - BFP!

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  • So sorry...huge hugs!!
    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
  • Worms, I'm so sorry. IF blows.  Big, big hugs to you and your DH.  Thinking of you. 
    Married 6/19/04 and TTC #1 since 8/06.
    2/2008: First RE consult.
    4/2009: Consulted 2nd RE.
    Diagnosis over the past 3 years of doing IF treatments: PCOS, mild endo, MTHFR, Factor II mutation, APAS & autoimmune ovarian failure.
    3 cycles Clomid/IUI: 2 BFNs and 1 blighted ovum.
    3 cycles injectables/IUI: 2 BFNs and 1 ectopic pg.
    1 IVF: c/p.
    1 FET: blighted ovum.
    2 fresh IVFs: poor response, 1 canceled and 1 converted to IUI=BFN.
    6/2010: RE recommends donor eggs
    5/2011: 1st Donor egg cycle results in BFP! Due 2/22/12 with a boy!





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  • (((hugs))) I'm so sorry Worms.
    TTC since 8/2004
    Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
    DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
    DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
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  • ((HUGS)) to you worms. 
    My little love bugs!

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    TTC since January 2010 w/ PCOS, Stage 3 Endo, and MFI

    May 2010- 50mg Clomid + TI= BFN

    July 2010- 50mg Clomid + IUI= BFN

    August/September IVF #1- BFP, M/C at 6 weeks

    Feb 2011 IVF #2.1- Long Lupron- Cancelled

    March 2011 IVF 2.2- Antagonist,ER 3/29, ET 4/3 2 blasts

    Beta #1 8dp5dt-151, beta #2 10dp5dt-311 beta #3 12dp5dt 572

    Beta #4 16dp5dt-2703 U/S on 5/5 showed TWINS!

    PAIF/SAIF always welcome

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  • Worms....I have no word for how sorry I am other than to reach through this scree to give you a huge {{{Hug}}}...   It's so unfair.... 
    Mark 11:24 Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.


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  • I already told you this, my dear, but I'm so, so sorry.

    My heart is breaking for you.

     

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

  • I'm so sorry. Huge hugs. Damn IF.
    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
    **P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**

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  • I'm so so sorry. It's so unfair. I hate this so much for you ((hugs))
    My Wonderful Sister is my GC!!!! 3 IUIs, 2 unmedicated, 1 50mg of Clomid = All BFNs Next step IVF!!!! Melinda & Michael 5*6*06 God Bless The Broken Road
  • I'm so sorry, Worms.  Big hugs to you and Mr. Worms. 
    Sunny

    Dx: Hyper-turned-hypothyroidism after RAI, Stage II Endometriosis, PCOS/annovulation

    Femara brought us our first-ever BFP after 5+ years!
    Beta #1 (13dpo) 40.8, Beta #2 (17dpo) 189.4, Beta #3 (24dpo) 3748.5

    Evangeline Rachel born at 37w via scheduled c-section due to IUGR and being breech

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  • Omg I'm so sorry sweetie :( IF is so effing unfair
  • I'm so sorry.  ((hugs))
    TTC with MFI & a clotting disorder
    After years of trying and failed IUI's and 1 failed IVF
    FET #1=BFP!
    Currently TTC#2-eek!
    No frosties left . . . back to the drawing board.

    IUI #1, 10/12=BFN


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  • I am so, so sorry Worms.  IF is so unfair!

    Sending you HUGE ((HUGS))!

    TTC since August 2009, DX = PCOS, DH = perfect!

    IUI #1 - 6 (Femara + Ovidrel) = BFN

    IUI #7 (Bravelle + Ovidrel) = BFP!

    Beta #1 = 155, Beta #2 = 326
    EDD 11/22/11




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  • fark Crying

    I'm so sorry, ML. (((((((((hugs)))))))))))

    After 5 years of TTC, 3 IUIs, 5 IVFs, 2 FETs, multiple losses and an adoption that wasn
  • Crap, crap, crap $&!?%#!!! I'm so sorry. That's really effing unfair. sending you a big (((HUG)))
    Lucky SAHM to Grace


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    2.5 years, 3 IUIs, 2 IVFs, and 1 FET





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  • I am so so sorry.... ((HUGS)) thinking of you and DH.
    Mommies to 5 fur babies!
    TTC#1 since 2004
    LGBT
    4 cycles @ home with known donor - BFN
    RE un-medicated IUI cycles # 1-7= BFN
    NEW RE Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/ IUI #8 BFN
    Took long break
    Nov 2009 - Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/IUI #9 = BFP
    Beta 12/4 - 10...Beta #2 12/7- 28 Beta #3 12/9 - 80!
    1st sonogram 12/28 - slow hb and growth
    m/c 1/1/2010 Courtland 8w0d
    Nov 2010 cycle cancelled - polyp removal/hysteroscopy
    April 4 2011 - IUI #10 BFFN
    July 5, 2011 - #11 BFFN AMH .62 Boo
  • ((HUGS)) i am so so sorry
    ::PAIF/SAIF Welcome::

    TTC since July 2008
    IUI 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF#2 BFP

    it's a girl!!

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  • I'm so sorry.
    IVF #3 = Feb 2012
    beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
    EDD 11/25/12
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  • I'm so sorry. ((hugs))
    IVF #1 Feb/Mar 2010 - BFP!

    Beta #1 on 3/29 - 12dp3dt - 459!
    Beta # 2 on 3/31 - 14dp3dt - 1462!

    1st U/S on 4/13 - triplets!!!

    Alan, Tiana, and Kiara born at 36w 1d


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  • I am so sorry. IF is soooo unfair.

    (((hugs))))

    Wedding Fall 2007 Off OCP's since 9/08-started with BBT charts Saw Ob/gyn May 2009 Blood work normal except single copy of MTHFR Clomid 50mg May 2009 Clomid 50mg + IUI June 2009 Femara 5mg + IUI July 2009 Normal HSG July 2009 Femara 5mg + ovidrel+IUI August 2009 Femara 5mg +ovidrel + IUI September 2009 November 2009-normal lap December 2009-met with RE December/January-Injectible med cycle with IUI-Abnormal sperm morpology found-only 0-1% normal All Head defects. Jan/Feb 2010 1st IVF with ICSI-5 week chemical pregnancy :( Feb 2010-male infertility doc says DH's anatomy and blood work are normal so nothing he can do. :( FET July 2010-BFP! Twin m/c @ 5.5 wks :( Dec/Jan 2011 IVF #2 Only 4 eggs retrieved-Ganirelix dose messed up BFFN Feb/March 2011 IVF #3 ER 3/9 9 eggs, 7 fertilized, ET 3/14, No frosties. BFN IVF #4 ER 8/22 9R,7F ET 8/25-3 embies, 1 frostie! Beta 9/2= 54, 9/6=274, 9/8=625, 9/12=2953, 9/16 greater than 10,000. B/G TWINS born April 2012 @ 36wks & 1 day! July 2014-going back for the frozen embryo! ET 7/28, heartbeat seen at 6wks1day with SCH. Miscarriage confirmed at 6wks4days





  • I'm so sorry. Hugs.

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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  • :(

    Love you, worms.

    Sending you hugs and D Blue Moons. 

    After 3 1/2 LONG years, 3 miscarriages, 2 IVFs and 2 FETs... we have been blessed with a beautiful boy!





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  • Oh, Wormsie, my heart just sank. I am so incredibly sorry. I can't think of anyone more deserving of happiness than you. You are an amazing person!

    Huge huge hugs!!!


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  • CRAP!!!  So sorry cutie.
    TTTC info in Bio - multiple IVFs

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  • I'm so sorry! Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! *hugs*
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    Mommy of Anabelle - born 3/10/2010 by emergency c-section
    TTC with PCOS since April 2007.
    Currently on 2000 mg of Metformin, 1500 mg of Methyldopa.
    Tried 150 mg of Clomid (CD 4-8), and one Ovidrel shot. Cycle canceled = BFN.
    Trying 5 mg of Femara (CD 3-7) and an Ovidrel shot this cycle with TI = BFP!

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  • I'm so sorry. (((((hugs)))))
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    After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!

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    TTC #2
    After months of being postponed or cancelled, FET #1.3 (Natural FET) brought us twin girls!

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    Surprise! Baby #4 is due in March!
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