Made my first RE appt.
I called this morning to make an appt. with a RE. My appt is October 11. I have been thinking about it, since we have been trying since July 2010, but was trying to hold off. After this super wonky cycle and my spirits really going down about TTC, I thought maybe it was time for me to take the step to see a RE. I feel somewhat relieved that I finally did it, but at the same time feeling sad that I am even making it to this step. I'm really hoping that this appt. will give me some renewed hope. Right now I am just feeling like it is never going to happen for me, I keep trying to tell myself it will happen I just need to hang in there, but right now I am just really sad about the fact that I am not pregnant. Also with my birthday coming up on Wed., I'll be turning 32, not that that is old, but I just had hoped to at least be pregnant by now.
Thanks for letting me vent.
Re: Made my first RE appt.
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This is only my opinion....but, don't be upset about going to see an RE. They are really so great because they can pinpoint what's going on and why. DH and I have been TTTC since 5/2010 and went to an RE 10/2010. I know it is a HUGE (unwanted) milestone, but look at it like now you will FINALLY have more info as to why and how to go about "fixing" the situation. Granted, I only got pg in June and have been seeing my RE since October, but I knew what the problem was and that enabled me to be more proactice/open. I'm so very sorry you are going throught this at all!!!!!!!!
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Thank you! You're right I am lucky that I have the opportunity to be able to go to a RE. I was talking to my mom today and explaining how I made the RE appt. and how this cycle just really was the final straw for me that pushed me to make the appt. since it was such a long cycle, 81 days! My mom was like, "Oh you missed your period that used to happen to me." And I explained that I did not miss my period that your cycle can vary in length from month to month. And she commented about how there is so much more information out now about TTC then there was when she was younger. So it does feel good that I am somewhat informed about TTC and I think going to the RE will give me some more of an idea of what is going on with my body and hopefully a plan.