In the years I've been on here, I've continually joined boards I never thought I'd be on. So today, I'm sad to say it's this board. After spending this week overjoyed that IVF worked, my HCG levels are dropping and we'll have to wait for nature to take it's course. We spent so long waiting to get to this point, including years of delaying starting a family while DH fought (and beat) Leukemia. We are devastated, angry, and incredibly sad. I feel an overwhelming need to only talk to people who understand, so even though I hate that any of us are here, I'm glad to be able to join this support system. I'm so sorry for the losses that you all have experienced.
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I'm so sorry for your loss. I hate being here but it really has helped me to read other people's stories and just remember I'm not all alone. I hope you find some comfort here as well.
TTC #1 since Aug 2010 * BFP Aug 2011, EDD April 16 2012 * MMC @ 7w5d, D&C @ 10w5d BFP Apr 2012, EDD Dec 19 2012 * twin h/b at 6wk, 9wk scan * Baby A lost at 12wks Baby B was my rainbow born at 36wks on Nov 27 2012
Me: 33 & DH: 31~ Married: 07/10/05; TTC since 09/2009
Dx: Endo; Lap surgery:09/2009 Referred to RE October 2010
IVF #1 April/May 2011 - BFN; IVF #2 August 2011 - BFP, ended in miscarriage; FET #1 April 2012 - BFN; IVF #3 Fall 2012
Re: Joining you, and scared
I am so so sorry for your loss!
I've only been a part of this board a little over a month and can't tell you the comfort that I have found here. I hope you find that here too.
BFP Apr 2012, EDD Dec 19 2012 * twin h/b at 6wk, 9wk scan * Baby A lost at 12wks
Baby B was my rainbow born at 36wks on Nov 27 2012
Dx: Endo; Lap surgery:09/2009
Referred to RE October 2010
IVF #1 April/May 2011 - BFN; IVF #2 August 2011 - BFP, ended in miscarriage; FET #1 April 2012 - BFN; IVF #3 Fall 2012