She decided to visit, 3am on my mini vacation this weekend. Saturday night ruined due to really bad cramping (sorry DH) and Sunday gone to a frightful mixture of cramps and sobs. I don't think it would have hit me so badly had my LP not been so long, had I not started to let hope creep in, and had I not seen two incidents of child neglect (IMHO). For the life of me, I do not understand parents who abandon their children, nor do I understand parents who keep their children but do not "mind" them. There was a 2 year old boy on the beach alone - I watched him for 10 minutes and could not figure out who he was with. Finally his mother emerged from the water - she was easily a 1/4 mile from the boy. She repeated the same behavior during our entire stay. Then there was the little girl who was so tired of being ignored by Gramma that she decided to "adopt" us. Very uncomfortable (we have no idea who she is) and quite annoying, as her behavior was clearly that of a child desperate for attention. Very sad for the child. And sad for me too - as much as I long to complete my family and would do so through adoption, DH won't budge. Time is running out, and I have no idea what to do. Looking forward to new RE appointment - hope he's a magic miracle man who will have all the answers for me. Need a BFP before Thanksgiving people!
Re: AF is so Rude.
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."