I'm cancelled and back on BCP.

mwlove

So this morning the ultrasound showed another cyst (on my other ovary now), so I'm on BCP for a few weeks.  Then we'll have a follow up ultrasound, and if the cyst is gone then we'll start up on our IUI #2 cycle. 

I'm having mixed emotions at this point.  The negative side is thinking why does something keep coming up that keeps us from doing a cycle.  And I'm going out of town at the end of September, so I'm worried that IUI #2 will fall into the weekend I'm gone.  The positive side of me is thinking this is now the second month of no treatment so we've been able to save and pay off previous doctor bills. 

Ugh - I've been wanting to go shopping here lately so bad because I haven't been forever, but I feel guilty thinking the money should be saved for IF.  Does anyone else have this feeling?  Why am I allowing IF to control my life?

mdiblasi10

I am so sorry about the cyst I hope that your travel plans don't interfere with IUI #2.

I feel like IF controls my life sometimes too. I notice that I plan things around treatments or future cycles. It can be so frustrating. Hang in there ((hugs))

tgreenf

I'm sorry you got cancelled again. I hope you can get The IUI worked in around traveling. Maybe go by yourself just a small treat to cheer yourself up?? :-). (((hugs)))