Whiny post

heikem87 · August 2011

Ok so I think tonight I have to whine a little bit. You know sometimes I really wish my life was like back in the days. Going out with friends at night,party,drink and so on. Dont get me wrong love my LO but doing it all by myself is just taking its toll on me. This is just not how I wanted it to be. I always wanted family but with a husband by my side and not across an ocean. I really hope he?ll be reassigned to Germany soon because I think I am going crazy. I feel so bad to see all the things that he is missing out on and I know LO misses her daddy just like I do because the other night I put him on speaker and when she heard him she pouted and then started crying. It broke my heart to see her like that. Sorry just needed to vent.