Talk to me about PPD.
I either have the shittiest husband alive or I have something going on. I feel like he is attacking me, not moving fast enough, not helping enough, not caring for the baby properly, doesn't love me, doesn't care about the house....etc. But if I sit back in a moment of calm I know most of it's not true (well he as slow as all get out and he puts his feet on the wall(gross!), but I knew that when I married him, right....right???)
I feel bipolar sometimes. I snap and get into a blind fit of rage!!! I do wish DH would see that some of the things he does hurts me. Which I could probably get over. But when he doesn't acknowledge the fact that he's hurt me or upset me(even if he doesn't think I should feel that way- which is most of the time these days) that is when I lose it!! I go nuts, How can he not care???
I know I did this before I had the baby, but it seems to happen daily and I can't stop. I feel out of body. Is this PPD?
I have NEVER been one even think about taking medication for depression. I've always believed that you have those feelings for a reason and you need to work through them. But this is taking over my life and my marriage.