I went in this morning for my baseline ultrasound for our first round of IUI. I have a huge cyst on my left ovary! We think that it's because of the neck surgery & how it affected my cycle last month. I ended up having a 44 day cycle that would've been longer if I hadn't taken Provera.
So, now we have to wait AGAIN to move forward! It's been one set back after another. I just cried the whole way home. I feel like it's never going to happen & am getting more discouraged as time goes by. DH tried to comfort me & told me that it will happen one day, but it's hard to see that far down the road sometimes. I know that it will all work out & will happen when it is supposed to happen, but right now I just want to be sad!
Re: Stupid cyst!!!!
Me: 36, DH: 42
Dx: DOR and MFI
DH: low count + very low motility; hormones all normal; Sperm DNA Frag. test = poor to fair; male karyotyping normal
Me: FSH 13.4 + AMH 0.26 + hypothyroidism; Scratch the hypothyrodism (?); Blood clotting and immune panel all negative; endometrial biopsy normal
IVF #1 (MDLF - Jul/Aug 2011): BFN (9R, 5M, 3F with ICSI, 3dt of 1 10-cell grade 2, no frosties)
IVF #2 (EP-antagonist - Sep/Oct 2011): BFN (6R, 4M, 3F w/ ICSI, 3dt of 1 6-cell, 1 7-cell, grade 4s, no frosties)
DE IVF #1 (shared cycle - June 2012): c/p (6R, 6F w/ICSI, 3dt 1 8-cell grade A- and 1 7-cell grade A-; no frosties)
DE IVF #2 (shared cycle with new donor - Nov/Dec/ 2012): - BFP!!!!! 12/14/12. U/S on 12/27 shows twins!!!!!
SAIFW/PAIFW
Hi Linda,
I just wanted to say I know how you are feeling. I just posted this in the TTC after a loss but all they are talking about is facebook and kindle recommendations so I thought I'd respond and let you know you're certainly not alone with the frustrations over things that are completely out of your control.
I mc'd May (I waited for it to happen naturally) my cycle has returned to normal if not a little shorter. So we are all primed and excited now to try again as I have just finished 2nd cycle.
I have just finished breast cancer treatment as of March. Was supposed to have MRI to make sure it was all gone in April but had to cancel because surprise I was pregnant (by accident). So after having mc'd I rebooked MRI. First date they gave me was my wedding day. So I asked to reschedule. So they booked me for Aug 4. The day I am predicted to OV! My first opportunity and we are so ready to start. But who knows if it is safe, no one can answer the question so must side with caution. So frustrating!
I had a huge giant cyst on my right ovary just before I found myself pg. It went away on it's own about 6 - 8 weeks later.
Not sure if this helps.
Fingers crossed, stay well and hope your cyst disappears soon.
P
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Breast Cancer diagnosis 12/01/2010 - Survivor and Cancer free as of 03/22/2011
BFP#1 04/12/2011 - fetal demise - MC 05/28/2011
BFP#2 10/14/2011 - fetal demise - MC 12/13/2011
BFP#3 05/30/2012 - fetal demise - MC 07/23/2012
IVF#1 02/14/2013 - 2 Beautiful Blasts transferred
BFP#4 02/25/2013 - BFP - MC and ectopic 03/06/2013
IFV#2 07/02/2013 -BFP#5 - 07/07/2013
1st Beta 07/11/2013 - 483 (9dp5dt) - 2nd Beta 07/13/2013 1006 (11dp5dt)
1st U/S 07/31/2013 - TWINS! "The Minions"
IVF#3 BFP#6 09/01/2015 6dp5dt
1st Beta 09/05/2015 - 105 - 2nd Beta 09/08/2015 335
1st U/S 09/22/2015 - .......
Thank you ladies!
Baby VDM, thank you for sharing your story. I can't imagine having to go through breast cancer treatment & what it does to you. It makes me feel silly for being sad about a stupid cyst when it could be so much worse. I am glad that you have come through the treatments & are on your way to being able to try again. You are more than welcome to stay here on our board. We talk about real issues & are there for each other through the good & the bad. Thank you again for sharing your story!!!!
Hi Linda,
Hope you are doing well.
Your story sounds just as messed up as mine so don't feel silly. Sounds like you've been through the ringer and like me needed a vent.
I've truly noticed the difference between this and the the TTC after loss board. It's like limbo over there. Everyone floating around in purgatory waiting for turn to get out and terrified
Can't blame them really, i'm there too but just not interested in facebook and don't own a kindle! lol
Glad to be here.
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Breast Cancer diagnosis 12/01/2010 - Survivor and Cancer free as of 03/22/2011
BFP#1 04/12/2011 - fetal demise - MC 05/28/2011
BFP#2 10/14/2011 - fetal demise - MC 12/13/2011
BFP#3 05/30/2012 - fetal demise - MC 07/23/2012
IVF#1 02/14/2013 - 2 Beautiful Blasts transferred
BFP#4 02/25/2013 - BFP - MC and ectopic 03/06/2013
IFV#2 07/02/2013 -BFP#5 - 07/07/2013
1st Beta 07/11/2013 - 483 (9dp5dt) - 2nd Beta 07/13/2013 1006 (11dp5dt)
1st U/S 07/31/2013 - TWINS! "The Minions"
IVF#3 BFP#6 09/01/2015 6dp5dt
1st Beta 09/05/2015 - 105 - 2nd Beta 09/08/2015 335
1st U/S 09/22/2015 - .......