I went in today for my "graduation" appt with my RE. I was so excited to see my gummy bear. The Dr came in and started the u/s. I kept staring at her to see if everything was wrong since I couldn't see the monitor. She told me that it looked like the baby stopped growing after our last appt and that there was no heartbeat. They are trying to schedule my d&c now since my body still thinks it's pregnant.
It was nice getting to know all of you even if it was for a short time. Good luck to all you here and wishing you all a happy and healthly 9 months.

Re: Goodbye
DD #1: 2012; MMC: 2014; DD #2: 2015; It's a boy! 3/31/2018
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. -Philo
Baby N conceived after 1 miscarriage and more than 2 years of TTC. Diagnosis was low sperm count. We found success after 3 months of anastrozole to increase DH's testosterone and one IUI.
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I'm stupid. You're smart. I was wrong. You were right. You're the best. I'm the worst. You're very good-looking. I'm not attractive. - Happy Gilmore
"When the world says, 'Give up,' Hope whispers, 'Try one more time.'" -Anonymous
♥ Married since June 2009 ♥
TW: Living children & Losses:
Pregnant after 4 losses via IVF/FET with daughter "Gamma" (EDD Oct 2, 2019)
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I hate you have to experience this pain. I wish you the best of luck during your healing journey.
Practical advice: Always Infinity pads are amazing; take a stool softener if you take Rx pain meds; get a heating pad.
Emotional advice: Take care of yourself; surround yourself with supportive people, force yourself out of your comfort zone eventually; I found a lot of comfort, support, and information on the Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss board, and then later on the TTC After a Loss board.
Justin + Laura 10.18.08
TTC #1 09.10/Dx PCOS 12.10/BFP #1 12.29.10/EDD 9.10.11/Missed m/c 2.3.11/D&C 2.15.11
“Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.”-Kahlil Gibran
Cycle #1 4.2.11 + Clomid = BFN/Cycle #2 5.9.11 + Clomid + Trigger Shot = TWINS!
Walter Allen and Eleanor Joan 1.15.12
Another baby on the way! 8.25.14