excited to soon :(

CoraGold1980

soooo... earlier in my cycle i posted that i was so excited because it looked like I was o'ing around cycle day 12-14. I have not o'd yet once since TTC in March. I didn't take clomid this cycle either. So of course I was extatic at the thought of O'ing and without clomid..everything was going great! opk's were + ewcm my temps going up.. i needed one more temp to have o'd. well that temp dropped and they have been dropping ever since.. Take a look at my chart! i would hve o'd 2 friday's ago..

it's so frustrating! Now i am heart broken and miserable that I got all excited just to do something that my body should be doing anyway!! I am not going to give up, but i just get so sad... i get sad when i don't O, I don't even have a chance to get sad that AF comes! Because i don't O!!!

now we are going to take a break from "activly trying" as we are getting married in oct and i am starting dress fittings soon, and as geting pregnant would be amazing, i don't want any trouble fitting into my dress...

 

just had to vent...

thanks for listening...

RobinR91

I understand your sadness. I'm sorry you are going through all of this. How exciting that you are starting your fittings, Oct. is right around the bend. I hope things work out well (and quickly, whenever you start TTC again) for you and YH.

CoraGold1980

Thanks for the support ladies!