So over today!

rebelwoacause · July 2011

Today was horribly hot, as I'm sure all of you can relate! Luckily my Husband asked his friend if we could use there community pool, and he said yes which was amazing!! We were on our way home, and I was in a great mood, having been relieved of the heat and from gravity, until I got a message from my mother saying:

My cousin was in the hospital (he has diabetes) with heart failure and he isn't doing well. The Doctor spoke with my family today and told them if they remove the ventilator he will go fast!

The last time I saw him was at Christmas, and I just found out he was going to come visit (from texas) for our wedding, but he couldn't make it then either due to another emergency visit to the hospital.

Some of the family will meet Friday to decide what to do... I already miss him so much, and its really hard to not know whether I will ever see him again, or if he will meet my son!