Woke up, took temp, everything looked good since it's still up there. Took HPT, even if it's early I figured, "eh, why not" but of course it came back as a BFN. I was expecting it but it still wound me up anyways.
Maybe it bothers me because my friends know I want a baby, they can see it in my eyes when we talk about it. Maybe it bothers me because people around me all all pregnant, without trying, instantly. Maybe I'm scared I'll have another 55 day cycle that brings nothing to me again. Life is sometimes cruel. I know I haven't been TTC long, but seriously, how can everyone around me just get surprise babies without trying?!
I have an odd feeling that my BF's cousin (who just announced her pregnancy last month) wants me to join the club with her. While I love the idea, it just doesn't work that way... go figure.
Might as well wait it out til Friday...
/end rant
Re: Monday can suck it.