How do you feel about cd1/AF?

KristysRedBarn

How do you feel about cd1/AF?  Are you relieved when she shows or is there still a feeling of disappointment?  Do you even think about it any more?

XXXXX222

Lately I haven't had any pregnancy-related feelings about it. It makes me feel about the same as before I started having sex-- a little out of sorts since it's so bloody painful.

babygirlpriest

Not really sad anymore about it. I don't think it was ever as emotional a thing for me because I never had much of a problem getting pregnant so can't relate to years of being upset seeing AF.

I think what will really throw me is when DH gets his boys snipped. That will really make the finality of this sink in.

KristysRedBarn

For me it's kind of a mixed feeling still.  On one hand I'm relieved, a bfp would mean another m/c and we are tta so it shouldn't even be a concern.  On the other hand I can still feel that smidgen of hope that is lurking in the back of my mind.  It's only been a couple of months so I'm hoping that it will get better.

mrshoppy_1231

CD1 used to really upset me. For the time we were TTC on our own and especially for an ART cycle. I can honestly say that it doesn't bother me much anymore. I don't even know when I'm O'ing so the 2WW isn't spent wondering anymore.