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pitty party for one

psychmusetlspsychmusetls member
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Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of my first EDD and all i've accomplished in the meantime is another c/p...

I've been feeling extreemly down recently.  I've been really sad about not being able to provide grandchildren for my parents...

and i honestly don't know when i'm going to get to cycle again so i just feel utterly lost and hopeless. 

drowning my sorrows in wine. 

S/PAIFW
Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
IVF #3
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  • Nesting.AwayNesting.Away
    I wish I was out there to give you a real hug. Miss you, Chicki!
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  • M&MBride0506M&MBride0506
    I'm sorry that you are going through this right now.  ((hugs))
    My Wonderful Sister is my GC!!!! 3 IUIs, 2 unmedicated, 1 50mg of Clomid = All BFNs Next step IVF!!!! Melinda & Michael 5*6*06 God Bless The Broken Road
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  • mdluv21mdluv21
    I am so sorry sweetie.  I feel your pain and I am huge ball of bitter these days.  I seriously hate myself.  I wish you lived closer and we could drown our sorrows together.  huge ((hugs))
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

    Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
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    "What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose." - Henry Ward Beecher
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    Lots of love and luck to my PAIF/3T/IF Veteran ladies, especially my dear friend Zookie. Congrats to Papps, Teach84 and Starbuck on their little ones.
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  • WillisReincarnatedWillisReincarnated

    I am so so very sorry.  I still think of both my EDD.  It's incredibly hard.  

    I hope the wine at least takes the edge off.  You should schedule something for you soon - massage, pedicure, weekend trip.

    Hang in there.

    Also, because I feel like a creeper posting with the newbie status, it's *willis.* 

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  • psychmusetlspsychmusetls member
    imageWillisReincarnated:

    I am so so very sorry.  I still think of both my EDD.  It's incredibly hard.  

    I hope the wine at least takes the edge off.  You should schedule something for you soon - massage, pedicure, weekend trip.

    Hang in there.

    Also, because I feel like a creeper posting with the newbie status, it's *willis.* 

     

    I recognized you sweetie.  How's little Connor?  Getting big I bet.

    S/PAIFW
    Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
    PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
    Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
    Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
    Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
    Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
    IVF #3
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  • DeputiesWifeDeputiesWife
    ::HUGS::

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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  • cookie_queencookie_queen

    ((hugs))

    This road is a biotch and I don't know why any of us have to be on it. 

    TTC with severe MFI since 9/08 IVF w/ ICSI #1 May/June 2010= BFP twins
    Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    FET #1 April 2011= BFN
    FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
    FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138 Pregnancy Ticker
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