After reading all the wildly supportive responses in my post below, I had to post a great big "THANK YOU!" to all of you.
It's amazing to have a a place where I can admit to going through all we are and feeling the way I do, and know that I will be met by people who understand, can commiserate, and sympathize. You women are the best, and I am so lucky to have "met" you. I feel blessed by this board.
Re: Thanks, Everyone
Aww...
I agree. I just don't know how people do this without having people who really understand what they're going through to back them up.
Awesome board :-)
It's great to have such a supportive place to deal with the ups and downs.
I continue to think about you and your family as you move forward!