Normally I would be happy about being done working, but not so much anymore

I went in for my regular appointment and my blood pressure was 160/90 and normally my bp is perfect. There was no protein in my urine but they still set me for labs immediately. I also have an "emergency ultrasound" scheduled for tomorrow morning at 8am because I have been measuring the same for the past three weeks.
I'd give anything to still be working because I just want everything to go back to normal.
The only good thing about not working anymore is that I can go get massages whenever I want now instead of having to schedule it around work. I have one tomorrow after my ultrasound so hopefully all is good and they don't have to do anything drastic leaving me without my massage!
Re: welp, done working :(