so I wasted my day due to intense grief (pg mentioned)

princesscto

Hi ladies, so today I would have been 18 weeks into my first pregnancy, I was so sad when I wok up this morning, just bummed around and then  had a nap for 3.5 hours! I didnt and dont want to do anything today/tonight.  I wrote a post regarding this day during the week, and yes it was as bad as I thought it would be, and I feel like everyone  talk to is thinking " oh god here we go again" I cannot help the way I feel and I feel like nobody "gets" it EXCEPT you ladies!

I'm hoping tomorrow will be a better day! I'm keeping my FX I just want to feel "normal" again

thanks for listening

 

hopefulmom81

princesscto:

Hi ladies, so today I would have been 18 weeks into my first pregnancy, I was so sad when I wok up this morning, just bummed around and then  had a nap for 3.5 hours! I didnt and dont want to do anything today/tonight.  I wrote a post regarding this day during the week, and yes it was as bad as I thought it would be, and I feel like everyone  talk to is thinking " oh god here we go again" I cannot help the way I feel and I feel like nobody "gets" it EXCEPT you ladies!

I'm hoping tomorrow will be a better day! I'm keeping my FX I just want to feel "normal" again

thanks for listening

 

 

I totally get this.  I would have been 18 weeks too (EDD of 10/5).  I am so sorry for your loss and that we have to be here.

teacher6208

I totally get it too!  I would be 14 weeks and still have a hard time dealing. Hang in there and know you are not alone.

princesscto

Thank you ladies, I guess I thought, well I don't really know what I thought but is it ever going to get easier?? I should be feeling my baby move inside my tummy!  

MrsCarebear

I just realized we had the same EDD. You are not alone at all in feeling like this. Grief is an ongoing process. I still have days I start crying at little things and remind myself of this. (((Hugs))) I hope tommorow is a better day for you, for today just take care of yourself.

hopefulmom81

princesscto:

Thank you ladies, I guess I thought, well I don't really know what I thought but is it ever going to get easier?? I should be feeling my baby move inside my tummy!  

I completely understand this. 

princesscto

MrsCarebear:

I just realized we had the same EDD. You are not alone at all in feeling like this. Grief is an ongoing process. I still have days I start crying at little things and remind myself of this. (((Hugs))) I hope tommorow is a better day for you, for today just take care of yourself.

 

Thank you hun!  

psychmajormom

I know what you mean! big ((((hugs))))

mommymoore2011

hopefulmom81:

princesscto:

Hi ladies, so today I would have been 18 weeks into my first pregnancy, I was so sad when I wok up this morning, just bummed around and then  had a nap for 3.5 hours! I didnt and dont want to do anything today/tonight.  I wrote a post regarding this day during the week, and yes it was as bad as I thought it would be, and I feel like everyone  talk to is thinking " oh god here we go again" I cannot help the way I feel and I feel like nobody "gets" it EXCEPT you ladies!

I'm hoping tomorrow will be a better day! I'm keeping my FX I just want to feel "normal" again

thanks for listening

 

 

I totally get this.  I would have been 18 weeks too (EDD of 10/5).  I am so sorry for your loss and that we have to be here.

 

Same here, it gets harder the bigger I should be

passion_fruit08

I "get" it. I am currently visiting my parents in my hometown and I should be 24 week this Wednesday and announcing to my family in person what we are having. Instead, I sat silently at our family's cookout yesterday trying not to cry. Out of everyone there, only my parents know what happened. {{HUGS}} I wish people understood better but I wouldn't wish our situation on anyone.

coreysmomma

princesscto:

Hi ladies, so today I would have been 18 weeks into my first pregnancy, I was so sad when I wok up this morning, just bummed around and then  had a nap for 3.5 hours! I didnt and dont want to do anything today/tonight.  I wrote a post regarding this day during the week, and yes it was as bad as I thought it would be, and I feel like everyone  talk to is thinking " oh god here we go again" I cannot help the way I feel and I feel like nobody "gets" it EXCEPT you ladies!

I'm hoping tomorrow will be a better day! I'm keeping my FX I just want to feel "normal" again

thanks for listening

I understand completely.  I would be 26 weeks today...  There are days that I am at peace with it and days that are tough.

People IRL don't entirely get it.  

 Danielle

somnybooks

I know how you feel.  My graduation day is in 2 weeks and I am excited but all I can think about is how we were supposed to be finding out what we were having around the same time.  I kept saying what an exciting week that was going to be...it still is because I will finally be done with school and have my M.A. but with the joy is sadness.