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i think i am crazy

so i am mid cycle, nothing to report. things are cruising along just like every other month... only problem.... cant stop crying. i feel like my hormones are constantly out of wack. dont want to rush to blame this on the whole IF thing but honestly my husband is tired of me calling him crying for no reason so i thought i would write this post instead. ok, thats really all. i hope everyone else is having a better friday than me Crying
TTC since 4/2010 Clomid 3/2011 & 4/2011 BFP 5/2011 Natural MC 5/20/11 BFP 7/3/11 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers BFP 11/9/2012 dx Partial Molar Pregnancy - D&C 12/11/12 HCG 12/10/2012 -96000 HCG 12/19/2012 -888 HCG 12/27/2012 -146 HCG 1/2/2013 -275 HCG 1/9/2013 -788 Dx with gestational trophoblastic disease 1/3/13 Meet with Oncologist for 1/11/2013 Second D&C 1/16 HCG 1/23/2013 - 88 HCG 1/30/2013 - 0 miracle!!!!!

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    I so sorry you are having a bad day:(  I completely agree that IF is a roller coaster of emotions and it definitely takes its toll!  Luckily we have this board to come to and share our feelings with others who know how it feels.  I really hope you feel better soon!
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    HUGS to you!! there is no explaining our crazy emotions on this journey. I hope the rest of your weekend is better.
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    ((hugs))
    TTC #1 Since 4/2010, Cycle 30
    Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant :p
    Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
    4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
    7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
    IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
    FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
    4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
    FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
    FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
    1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB :), 2nd u/s 146bpm
    baby girl born 5/10/13

    TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
    Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28. 
    IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
    IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
    IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
    FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
    FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!!  Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!

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    Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl


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    Yep, my Friday is going about the same...see my post below.  ((HUGS)) 

    "When the world says, 'Give up,' Hope whispers, 'Try one more time.'" -Anonymous

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    Hugs sweetie!  This journey does some crazy things to us.  I know how you feel about DH's finally getting tired of it, mine does to.  That is why I am so glad I have this board.  ((Hugs))
    Trying To Conceive since November 2009
    Dx: PCOS and MFI
    IUI#1-4 all BFN
    IVF#1 January (4R, 4M, 1F) BFP
    Colt was born on 10/27 at 11:50pm. 6lbs and 19 1/4"
    Surpise! Baby #2 is on it's way.  EDD 9.18.14

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    ((HUGS))  sorry you are having a rough time.
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