Hi New to this board

Smilee2010

I just wanted to say hi and introduce myself. I am a new to this board, baby's daddy decided to start doing drugs instead of raising his son. I feel like, I am stuck on this line, I don't know, shocked, saddened, scared, furious, hear broken for my little boy. I keep repeating myself that women do this ALL the time and they do it well, I just feel so alone, I live very far from all my family, like countries away. I don't have close friends, I have friends just not close, close ones. I feel scared that even though I work full time and get a decent paycheck I won't be able to provide for us, angry, because I should have been given a 5 minute warning, something to tell me, hey don't count on me, because I'll be gone in the blink of an eye. I know we are better off on our own, but I feel so sad for my LO because he deserved much better. I'm sorry for going on and on, I just needed to get that out, no friends to tell and my family are so far away, I don't want them to worry.

Thank you for reading.

                  

 

 

achase123

Welcome but I'm sorry for the circumstances.  My XH also was addicted to drugs and has had zero involvement with DS since June 2010.  I blog quite a bit about his addiction (blog link in siggy).  ((HUGS)) to you.  this board is a great support system.

alamo10

Hang in there! My ex is also more concerned with drugs and women rather than our daughter. Have you filed for child support? It can be a lot of help.