Trying to busy up the board again. Random thoughts anyone?? Add yours below! 
- *I am already dreading "Mother's Day", just 12 days away
- *I wish my clean laundry would put itself away
- *The Bible says the world won't be destoyed again by flood, but the amount of rain lately has me questioning this promise- please bring on the sunshine and rainbows
- *Could vacation with both my family and DH's family be the biggest mistake we'll ever make
- *Almost finished with my current read... wonder what I should read next
Married '02, TTC May '05
Dx -Ute cancer, DOR from cancer treatments, and embryo quality issues. NOV 2010 CANCER FREE
2005-2011= 3 Rounds of Clomid, 5 IUI's, 3 IVF's- ALL BFN's
After 7yrs TTC, 5yrs of ute cancer, and 11 failed IF treatments, we got a surprise BFP! So thankful!
Gemma Grace born 09/30/12
Phillipians 4:6,7
Re: Random Tuesday Thoughts...
-I wish my body and head would stop f'ing with me.
-I'm dreading the next month..DH will be home for about three days.
-I really wanted pasta for breakfast.
-I wish it would be [even] hotter here.
-DH and I, for some reason, watch The Event and I really have no idea why. Neither of us really like it..
TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs
There are way too many earthworms on the ground these days. It is freaking me out.
I am worried about seeing my new nephew this weekend (DH's brother's kid)...I'm afraid I will cry.
I don't know what to get my other nephew for his bday.
I have to return something at Kohl's and I left it at home.
I really wish I would have brought the leftover hamburger for lunch instead of the frozen meal.
I don't think I'm really liking the book I just started but it's all I have to read for the gym this afternoon.
I grated my finger the other day while grating parm over pasta, that's pretty dumb.
We're housesitting for our friends this weekend and I can't wait to hang out in their awesome backyard.
I am so ready for this class to be over so I can have lunch.
After 2+ years and multiple treatment cycles,
including an IVF vacation in Costa Rica/Panama,
IVF #2 brought us our miracle baby!
Surprise! Baby Boy is on the way!
- I wonder what my 10th beta and thyroid results will be today
- When will I cycle again
- Do I want to cycle again
- Will I have a job come June 30th
- When will the cruise line get back to us, so we can plan a vacation already
- I am dreading Mother's Day, as I will have to face some family members I haven't talked too since my BFP announcement, turned e/p and I know I am going to cry if someone brings it up
- Dreading dress shopping for my "SIL" bridal shower & the rehearsal dinner
- I just want to say F it to attending my "SIL" bachelorette party a few hours after the bridal shower next month, as I can't stand some of her friends
- I need to work on a grocery shopping list for this afternoon
7 IUIs = All BFNs
2011: March IVF #1.2 = e/p @ 6w: May IVF #2 = BFN: July sFET #1 = BFN
2012: Jan We're Certified FC/A Parents
May IVF #3 = c/p
June-Nov Foster Mommy to M (Toddler)
July FET #2 = BFN
Aug FET #3 = BFN
Sept-Nov Foster Mommy to Baby Bella (Newborn)
Nov HSG/Sono = Clear!
Dec FET #4 = BFN
2013: Feb FET #5 = m/c @ 6.5w
May-July Foster Mom to H (8 yr old girl)
June/July/Aug IVF #4 = Freeze All
July = Unofficially Adopting T (10 yr old boy)
Sept FET #6 = TBD
**PAIF/SAIF Welcome**
I am dreading tomorrow, i am filling for the morning shift so I have to be at work at 3:30am.
I love my dog, but he is driving me nuts with the barking lately.
I am really disappointed in myself because I had a list of chores I wanted to get to this week and so far the only ones I have done are laundry and dishes.
* i hate doing laundry. I have several loads to finish.
* i have to put away all of the Easter stuff
* i hate that MH gets to work outside a lot and im stuck inside in a crappy office
* i wish i lived closer to my family
* i am very much looking forward to our trip to Atlantic City - the first trip we've taken alone in 8 years
* im sitting here wtih a heater and a sweater on and its 80* outside
* i like the new britany spears cd
TTC #2 since June '08
~*DD 10.21.07*~
dx unexplained
IUI #1-4 BFN
IVF#1 June 2011 BFN
IVF#2 Dec 2011
Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634
EDD 8/25
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
-- I was really sad on Sunday when I saw that we didn't win the lottery. I hate where I work and need to find another job, but I'd rather retire rich at 34. :-)
-- I was even more sad that I had to spend a good part of the day with my in-laws and DH's bratty niece and nephew. (I almost always think kids are cute, but they are so poorly parented that I find it hard to be around them.)
-- I'm really scared that we're spending so much of our savings on another IVF cycle. If it doesn't work, I'm not sure I'm strong enough to recover from it.
-- DH and I have been talking about baby names and we cannot agree on anything.
-- Our house is so messy right now that I would die of embarrassment if someone showed up unannounced.
beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
EDD 11/25/12
**SAIFW**
*I wish I lived somewhere it was 75-80 and sunny all year.
*I wish I could afford a vacation.
*I really wish my house and laundry cleaned itself.
::: Married June 2003:::

TTC #1 since: Aug. 2008
Me: 34, DOR, MTHFR-A1298C (heterozygous), decreased blood flow to uterus, Mild Endo
DH: 38, Balanced translocation 5&10, unexplained MFI, normal SA and SCSA
Tx History: IUI 1&2= BFN
IVF# 1 W/ICSI= BFN
IVF# 2: cancelled d/t no response
IVF# 3= 1 egg retrieved=immature/not viable
IVF# 4= c/p
***CCRM ODWU***
Found DHs BT and Me-decreased blood flow to uterus
Recommended DE IVF w/PGD, incorporate electro-acupuncture. Decided to cycle locally
***New RE***
DE IVF# 1(cycle #6) w/pgd, (freeze all): 30R, 23M, 15F, slow/poor embryo development, 4 biopsied, 1 Normal "Norm"; DE IVF w/PGD, incorporate electro-acupuncture.
IVF# 6: (OE/DS) cancelled
IVF# 7: (OE/DS) 1R, 1M, 1F, arrested day 5
Plan-DE IVF# 2 (cycle #8): DE/DS in May 2015
http://icanhazbabyz.blogspot.com/
I am also dreading Mothers Day.
I think about babies all the time.
My dog is sooo spoiled and I blame this on IF. I treat her like my kid.
Everytime the phone rings and its a good friend I am scared they are going to tell me they are pregnant.
I wish we could go on a vacation but we are trying to save every penny.
Is it the weekend yet?!?!
I dont know what I would do with out all of you!
Random thought's right?
Here is one that I had yesterday:
- Had a friend when I was in elementary school who had an awesome dog named Doobie. Realized that Doobie probably had a double meaning, but didn't figure it out until just now. I'm usually quicker than this.
My house really is messy. Really. I would die of embarrassment if someone came over. And I don't mean 'oh, things are out of place' or 'I left a paper towel on the counter' kind of messy.
I am trying to decide my next cycle options. Known DS (much cheaper as we are completely OOP), or RE cycle #11. I feel like maybe we could try a couple of unmedicated cycles again, since it seems everything got cleaned out and is working well. Is that crazy to go backwards?
I was at the MAVS playoff game and almost broke my pinky. I am a dork.
TTC#1 since 2004
LGBT
4 cycles @ home with known donor - BFN
RE un-medicated IUI cycles # 1-7= BFN
NEW RE Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/ IUI #8 BFN
Took long break
Nov 2009 - Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/IUI #9 = BFP
Beta 12/4 - 10...Beta #2 12/7- 28 Beta #3 12/9 - 80!
1st sonogram 12/28 - slow hb and growth
m/c 1/1/2010 Courtland 8w0d
Nov 2010 cycle cancelled - polyp removal/hysteroscopy
April 4 2011 - IUI #10 BFFN
July 5, 2011 - #11 BFFN AMH .62 Boo
- I'm leaving work in 1 hour to drive to my mother in-law's in Flagstaff, AZ. 9 hours. Scared since last year our front tire came off while going 70mph down the highway, dreading driving past the spot where we crashed, it was right across the street from an Indian cemetary on a reservation... ugh!
- Bummed to be going to warmer weather since I'm fat and bloated from all the hormones and don't fit into my spring clothes.
- Worried if my Mom will be okay taking care of all my seedlings while I'm gone, they are my pretend kids and require a lot of care, loL!
- Happy to be off work for the next 3 days
- Afraid to cry at my mother in laws if they ask about our IF
LOL, this made me chuckle!