Dreading tomorrow...

J&B2007

Tomorrow is 4 years since my mom committed suicide. I am trying to put on  a happy face since it will be lo's first Easter and that it is Easter of course. These past few weeks with sleep deprivation, loneliness and knowing in the back of my mind that I cant just call up my mom and ask her questions when I need help have been super hard. I miss her terribly and we were so super close. Normally this day doesnt bother me to much i just keep on keeping on but this year it is hitting me hard. I know this post doesnt have much meaning I just needed to get it off my chest...

rosesandpeonies

I am so incredibly sorry.  thoughts and prayers for you. 

cpb79

My mom passed away when I was 15 and I can related with not being able to call her up for advice. It's not easy but know she is watching over you and your LO. Thoughts and prayers are with you!

drea_raye

Can't imagine how hard that would be. Good luck with tomorrow. Make sure to take care of yourself... don't worry too much about the whole Easter thing... LO doesn't even know what is up...

Taryn5382

Im sorry and I feel for you... My mom passed away when I was 15 the day after valentines day. I had a hard time this year since my little one was with me. And I understand how it is not having your mom to call.. I try to make up for it by calling my nana and my sister! Any support helps. But it definitely isn't as good as calling your mom

firegal195

i feel for u too...i lost my mom 5 yrs ago....and everyday i wish she was here