just venting why i was like an emotional train wreck!
1) while in church yesterday, we saw the girl who got married the week before mine & DH's wedding, and in she walks with brand new newborn in baby carrier
My eyes literally starting welling up, i had to hide my face in my prayer book, honeymoon baby i guess....boo! ![]()
2) while at my in-laws yesterday, we walk in, and my SIL's parents were there too, and before they even say hello, her dad's rubbing me saying, sooo, can i congratulate you yet, cmon where's the baby??
UGGGGGHHHHH seriously?????? when will people understand how rude this is, you NEVER know what someone is going through, whether it be IF or just not wanting kiddies....booooo!
so needless to say, at least my SIL is aware of our IF situation, so she kind of difused her dad, and got him distracted on another topic...
anyone else have an emotional weekend?? maybe it's the hormones LOL
xoxo have a great monday, and good luck to the ladies with big things happening this week
Re: 2 reasons why yesterday sucked...
Yes. Yes I did. and I had my beta today, but AF showed, so no need to wait for the stupid a$$ results. I am bitter and pissy and crying today. In my office at work.
IF SUCKS! I hope your week gets better!!!
TTC#1 since 2004
LGBT
4 cycles @ home with known donor - BFN
RE un-medicated IUI cycles # 1-7= BFN
NEW RE Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/ IUI #8 BFN
Took long break
Nov 2009 - Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/IUI #9 = BFP
Beta 12/4 - 10...Beta #2 12/7- 28 Beta #3 12/9 - 80!
1st sonogram 12/28 - slow hb and growth
m/c 1/1/2010 Courtland 8w0d
Nov 2010 cycle cancelled - polyp removal/hysteroscopy
April 4 2011 - IUI #10 BFFN
July 5, 2011 - #11 BFFN AMH .62 Boo
sorry cutie
((HUGS))
if sucks
when you get a sec can you pm me your address please?
Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
(((hugs)))
That is a rough weekend! I hope you are feeling better soon - it will be your turn soon!
TTC since March 2009 // Me and DH - 28
Testing Summer/Fall 2010 - Unexplained IF
IUIs #1-4 ~ Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
IUI #5 ~ Femara/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ BFN
IUIs #6-9 ~ Research Study Meds/Pregnyl/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
IVF Consultation, More Testing
Diagnostic Cycle ~ Mucinex/Progesterone/TI ~ BFN
IVF #1 ~ Menopur/Bravelle/Ganirelix/Novarel/Progesterone/Lupron
7R, 6F // 2 transferred // 3 frosties ~ BFN
FET #1 ~ Estrace/PIO/Lupron
3 thawed // 2 transferred // 1 lost // no more frosties ~ BFP!!
Beta #1 - 456 // Beta #2 - 1176 // Beta #3 - 2933 // Beta #4 - 6753
EDD: May 16, 2013
Bedrest for SCH // 6w2d through 10w1d
Elevated TSH and Lazy Thyroid DX @ 10w - Started Synthroid
Finally released from RE at 13w
~~ My IF Blog ~~
me too.. on saturday I went to 3 3yr old b-day parties! I had fun with all the children, but did have times of sadness!!
I hate IF!!
Blythe Elizabeth is here March 27,2012
thanks ladies for your support, i love you guys :-)
worms...pm is on its way
Happily Wed DH in May 2010
June 2012: DD#1 born after countless fertility cycles, our 4 year old miracle
TTC #2: current cycle: 225iu Menopur for 4 weeks, Ovidrel Trigger= BFP! Beta #1; 333, Beta #2 713! 1st u/s showed TWINS (7/18)