Hello to all of you out there, and I'm so sorry you're having to deal with PPD/PPA. It's the worst feeling in the world, and you can feel so alone. That's one of the reasons that I started my blog "Life is Not a Snapshot"; to talk about all the things no one wants to say, like being suicidal, and wanting to hurt your baby (I have it severe).
If you're interested in following I would be happy to invite you, just send me an email at amanda_braun1@yahoo.ca and I will add you to the list.
GL to all of you.