I don't know how many times in the past 11 hours I've said "I can't believe I had this baby!", but I am still in shock.
Ryan is doing a little better. They are gradually turning down his oxygen to wean him off the CPAP. I am really hoping he starts rockin' it out here because the thought of leaving this hospital without him is heart breaking. I still can't get up to go see him but the NICU set up a video "conference" so I can watch him on the TV in my room. Love that!
As for me, I'm doing fine- just tired from no sleep thanks to these noisy ass machines. I won't have to deal with that tonight thank goodness! I just finished my breakfast of vegetable broth, jello and Cranberry juice. Any other time it would have made me gag but I was so hungry it was surprisingly yummy! Can't wait for lunch!!!
Looking forward to my shower tonight and hopefully holding my baby in the next day or two. Here's a shot of him before they put the CPAP on his face. Sorry, not sure how to make that clicky.
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Re: Ryan update!
Baby Ryan picture!
Here's a clicky, what a cutie!
I would be in shock if I were you, too! But congrats, and I hope he gets to go home with you!
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Little Ryan is so cute!
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He looks AMAZING! I'm so happy he is big and healthy. I hope you two can go home soon!
Sorry about the gross hospital food!