Update

kristinleigh

I had my appointment this morning.  The MW is upping my dosage of medication and gave me a referral for therapy which is good.  I'm also glad it's getting warmer out so Jackson and I can go on walks - sunshine is great medicine for me!

Regarding the lump - she referred me to a breast specialist for an ultrasound and possibly a mammogram.  The ultrasound is next Thursday morning.  I am SOOO nervous. 

I didn't mention this in my previous post but my mom and I are very close - she is my best friend.  But I haven't mentioned anything to her about the lump.  Right now she is overwhelmed with caring for my grandmother (her mom) who has some major health issues, mainly advanced dementia.  She has been in the hospital for a month now, and will be transitioning to assisted living soon.  She's only 76 years old and this all started just about a year ago, it's so very sad. 

I am torn on whether to tell my mom about the lump issues because I know she will be so nervous and if it's nothing then I don't want her to get all worked up for nothing.  She has so much on her plate right now. 

So thoughts and prayers please for the U/S next Thursday - I will update you after the appointment.  Nothing on FB please, thanks

 

adamsbabble

Sending T&P your way.  I was referred to a specialist a couple years ago and it turns out I'm just really fibrocystic, so lots of lumps that don't really mean anything.  They talked to me about how to distinguish what is and isn't something to worry about, and of course will want to keep a closer eye on things since I do seem to have lumpy breasts - but as of now, nothing to worry about.  I hope it's nothing more than that for you as well. 

johnandkristin

I can't wait for more sunshine! I know what you mean about it being a big help!

I'll say some prayers for you. I have the same thing as Kessler was describing. But it can be very scary. I get myself worked up, and sometimes it's just fear of the unknown that gets me. It's really good that you're looking further into it, and hopefully it's nothing. 

I know what you're saying about not wanting to overwhelm your mom, but I think that you should talk to her. She'll want to be there for you, and being your best friend, you'll want her too. 

Thinking of you. ((hugs))

l.m.k.

I think your mom would want you to talk to her about this. As a mom, you know we have an almost endless capacity when it comes to our kids.

Sending lots of T&Ps your way.

PirateGirl04

I'm glad she was able to help you with the PPD.  Hopefully the sun will help too!  I know the winter sucks for that!  I will keep you in my t and p abt ur appt next Thursday.

I also agree that you should talk to your mom!  I'm sure she will be there for you and she would def want to know.  I'm really good friends with my mom too and I know she would be really hurt if I didn't tell her!

KYmama9286

I'm glad your MW's were able to give you some help and support-- I think you will be surprised at how incredibly helpful it is to have someone to talk to every now and then and I totally agree about the nice weather! It is so good for us ALL to be able to get out in the sun and fresh air and helps break up the days which we all could use after the LONG LONG winter :-)

As for telling your mom, hmmm thats a tough one. I would look at it in 2 ways: if it is something and she is going to find out eventually will your mom be hurt that you didnt tell her or will she be appreciative that you waited? I know it may seem as though she has a lot on her plate but think about you and your child (obviously far down the road)...wouldnt you want to know if something was wrong with Jackson? Even if you had a lot on your plate at the time? Chances are you would want to be able to support and be there for your child and I would guess your mom feels the same way. GL with whatever you decide!

PolarBerry

Prayers for you for next thursday!  I'm glad your MW listened to your concerns and is giving you better dosage and some referrals!  I'm also sorry to hear about your mom's mom... I wish your whole family well!

mcmann05

I've had many breast lumps along with the ultrasounds, biopsies and other fun stuff. I am full of pea-sized lumps in both breasts. My mom had breast cancer in 1995 and I discovered my first lump when I was a junior in high school. I eventually had that lump removed in early 2000's just because of pain and worry. I can relate so please let me know if you need anything....between my mom and I, we can answer almost anything in that area. :-) Good luck and I hope it's nothing!

P.S. I'm very close with my Mom also and I couldn't imagine keeping that from her so it must be hard. I understand why though but hopefully you won't have anything to tell her about.