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Had a horrible PGAL nightmare last night

PrincessDi80PrincessDi80
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So far this whole pregnancy I have been fortunate enough to not have any pregnancy related bad dreams...until last night.  I had a dream that I was having my 24 week growth ultrasound and the tech noticed some bleeding....only I wasn't the one bleeding, it was LO and she was bleeding A LOT and the doctor couldn't determine why or where she was bleeding so we just had to "wait and see and hope for the best".  I walked out of the office in the dream hysterical that they were just going to let my LO die.  Ugh it was horrible, I haven't told anyone, not even DH just you girls.  So of course I am all anxious today and LO decided to ease up on the movement today (she has been crazy busy the past few days), so while she has moved it hasn't been a lot, which I rationally know is totally normal for my stage of pregnancy, but irrationally my dream has me all wigged out.  ::SIGH:: it is times like this that I miss my red wine.
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    cherylanddougcherylanddoug member
    Ugh I am sorry, those dreams are the worst :( I had a bunch at the beginning, they've subsided lately.  Just remember those dreams are just a manifestation of your fears, they are in no way a reality.  ((HUGS))
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    KCKSarahKCKSarah member

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    Just remember those dreams are just a manifestation of your fears, they are in no way a reality.

    This.  Absolutely.  (((hugs)))

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    VeilSdeGTOVeilSdeGTO member
    I'm sorry you had such a horrible dream. Here's to hoping your next one is one of those sexy dreams!
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    BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
    BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
    BFP 1.30.11 - CVS 3.28.11 (Girl) - EDD 10.11.11 - Born 10.6.11
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    damabo80damabo80 member

    Ugh. PGAL bad dreams SUUUUUUCK!

    Huge hugs!!!


    BFP #1 via IUI ~ L (Fatal Birth Defect) 4/7/10
    BFP #2 via IUI ~ m/c
    BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
    BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
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    rock-ellerock-elle member
    UGH sometimes those dreams can SEEM so real, fortunately they are not reality my dear!!
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    julesjbjulesjb member
    Oh man big ((hugs)) that is an awful dream
    BFP #1 6/18/10 Saw HB 7/15/10 Missed M/C 8/17/10 @ 12 weeks 2 days- 2 D&C's( 8/20 and 8/26) BFP#2 11/21/10 Nonviable at 5wks, possible ectopic. Methotrexate 12/3/10&12/9/10 BFP#3 3/10/11 Beta@12dpo 39 Beta@14dpo 160! 21 DPO 2439 HB at 7wks 127 EDD 11/17/11
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    Ryan&Kristin062009Ryan&Kristin062009 member
    im sorry about the bad dream :( I coincidentally had a bad dream last night too (first pg related!) that the babys h/r was only at 64. So scary!
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    Clerk9Clerk9 member
    ((HUGS))  That feeling of helplessness is SO scary.  I'm sorry you had to deal with that in your dream.  :(  
     
    Maybe it's something with the moon or how the stars are aligning because I had my first awful PgAL dream last night, too.  At first I was just seeing the outline of her body parts (arm, leg) on my belly...& then they started coming OUT of my belly...& then she actually came out through a bloody hole in my belly & was totally disfigured.  I tried to do CPR because she was having trouble breathing & no one would help me...we couldn't even get an ambulance to come with 9-1-1!  And I kept on saying over & over again that she didn't look anything like that on the u/s...
     
    I agree with PP...bring back the sexy dreams PLEASE.  
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    BzeetyDBzeetyD member
    I just horrible dreams last night too. I'm so sorry it happened to you. Try and relax and maybe do something that will make you feel more confident about your LO. That's what I'm going to try.
    BzeetyD = 38, Mr. BzeetyD = 44 together 12/02 married 9/08
    TTC #1 since 1/10
    DX: Unexplained/??? MFI issues

    Our lil' lost sparks:
    5w3d loss 7/30/10 - EDD March 2011
    8w loss 4/15/11 - EDD November 2011
    8w3d loss 8/2/12 - EDD March 2013
    4w c/p loss 10/29/12 - EDD July 2013

    Long story: trying on our own + testing testing testing with 6 rounds of Clomid, more testing, injectables + TI, laparoscopy - one tube blocked, 2 IUIs with Follistim...BFNs.
    RPL testing all normal, Karyotyping normal

    Moving on to IVF.

    IVF #1 April 2012 = BFN, IVF #2 June 2012 = BFP. U/S 7/23 = saw heartbeat but measuring behind. Follow up U/S on 7/30 - no heartbeat. D&C 8/2. Trisomy 12. IVF #3 Oct 2012 = Chemical Pregnancy

    Phone consult with CCRM on 12/12/12 - ODWU 1/4/13 - both tubes clear(!) - AFC 24, AMH 3.2, FSH 9.6, LH 5.4, E2 25. DH has high frag rate but improved!
    IVF #4 March 2013 CCRM. EP protocol w/ Menopur, Gonal-F & Dexamethasone. ER 3/29 & IMSI, PICSI. 43R 13M 10F 6blasts bio'd. CCS testing reveals 3 normals!!!
    FET 5/31/13 of 1 4AA blast - thawed and expanded. 4dp5dt BFP.
    Beta 9dp5dt = 181, 11dp5dt = 427. 1st u/s showed a healthy heartbeat! EDD 2/16/14

    After 4 years of hoping and heartbreak, our sweet little bean was born on 2/19/14
    We are so in love with her.

    "I'm not telling you it's going to be easy, I'm telling you it's going to be worth it."

    Everybody is welcome!!!
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    ColleenS629ColleenS629 member
    What an awful dream Sad
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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