I don't even know what to title this post :/ Warning: mini rant!!

Yolanbo9

I just read the responses to my MIA post from last night and saw that some of you are now on a IF Veterans board? I didn't think you'd go back and check that post from yesterday so I thought I 'd post my response here.  

Anyway, thanks for the update on the new board!! How do I find it? I went to Community and didn't see it? I'll have to keep looking!

It's sad though because I know i've been posting on here for almost a year now but still haven't had the chance to actually "try" for a pregnancy I'm just confused and frustrated. Sometimes I feel that because it's "male factor" IF I don't have the right to be upset. I'm always so cautious around DH because if I get upset in front of him, it makes him feel even worse because he feels like HE is causing me this pain.

Even just being on this board confuses me sometimes. All of you ladies are AMAZING at making me feel welcome but sometimes I feel like I don't deserve it because so many of you have been through SOOOO much pain. I guess somedays when IF is in the back of my brain I feel like we're just "wating" to have a baby. Then when it "hits" me it really hits me!!!

Ok, I just scrolled up and realized I'm ranting and I don't even know where this is going or what I would title this post?!?!

If you made it this far thanks for reading/listening to me.

(((HUGS))) to all!!

Yolanbo9

This post just shows how bad I am at getting my thoughts down in writing!! Sorry But, thanks for reading anyway

Nesting.Away

Oh Sweetie, lots of ((hugs)) to you. The Vets board should be right under IF on the left side bar. Thinking of you!!

gervaisj6

Hugs girl! Missed ya!

Yolanbo9

Thanks Nesting Away!! I guess we all have days that are worse than other days. Thanks for the support!

gervaisj6: I've missed you too!!! I promise i'll catch up by the weekend. With my new job I've been pretty busy.

 

XOXO

SweetDahlia

Hey hon. IF is such a big mess of crap and feelings and I think everyone feels the way you do sometimes. I feel like IF is a whole lot of waiting and more waiting and then usually disappointment. I think you should come over to the other board too. It's right under the IF board.

PurpleIris30

I just wanted to offer you a hug -- the waiting is incredibly hard.

DoingItRight

{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}

DeputiesWife

::hugs::

stei8086

I am sorry you have to go through this. IF sucks so bad. None of us deserve to be put through this S#@$!

 Sending you some positive thoughts! 

BeeBee08

You DO deserve it!!!  Everyone's journey is different and we have different types of pain...you deserve the support, the friends, the shoulders to cry on, and the baby that you are waiting for!  Hugs to you.  Sending cheer in your direction.

pennylanehd

bfarrell:

You DO deserve it!!!  Everyone's journey is different and we have different types of pain...you deserve the support, the friends, the shoulders to cry on, and the baby that you are waiting for!  Hugs to you.  Sending cheer in your direction.

This exactly...huge (((hugs)))!

softbalangel

((hugs))

amaksym05

((hugs))

angela2004

bfarrell:

You DO deserve it!!!  Everyone's journey is different and we have different types of pain...you deserve the support, the friends, the shoulders to cry on, and the baby that you are waiting for!  Hugs to you.  Sending cheer in your direction.

 Ditto! We also have a Male IF factor and it is VERY hard. Your dealing with your emotions and his too. ((HUGS))

Yolanbo9

Thanks ladies for all of the amazing support!!! It always makes me feel better knowing I can come here for support!!

(((HUGE HUGS)))