Jax back in the hospital

sweater

Hi girls...

Thought I'd let you all know that I'm back to having to visit my one baby with my other baby for awhile again now. I'm happy that people listened to me and realized there's a major problem, but so sad to be without my little man....it kills me. I brought Jax in to see the g.i. specialist today and I had to leave at the end of the day without him.

?I've never cried so hard in front of strangers in my whole life.?

quickstepstar

I am so sorry! I hope he is better soon!!!

MassaRN

I am so sorry that your sweet little Jax is back in the hospital.  Eventhough he is in the best place for him, it is so hard.  I hope that they help get him settled so he can come home to be with his brother and get big and strong.  You are doing an amazing job.  You have been through so much these last few months.  Keep up the good work momma and try to get some rest while he is in the hospital.  I know that won't be easy but it sounds like you haven't been sleeping much.  Rachel

doublewhammy

Oh Annie, I am sooo sorry! ?Just know that they're going to take great care of him. ?You are a great mom for following your gut and getting the little guy some help!

coffee bean

Oh no!  I'm so sorry - I hope little Jax is back home again soon.  I love the new siggy pic, btw.

EverAfterinMi

ugh. I am so so sorry. I hope they can get this cleared up soon. You must be at the end of your rope. Hang in there!

blueladybug

Oh Annie, I am so sorry!  Good for you for pushing to get him help.  He is lucky to have such a great mama.

pea-kay

oh god, annie, no! i'm so, so sorry to hear that. i hope they can fix him up good, so he can come home again, permanently!

traci_roo

I am so sorry.  That must have been one of the hardest things ever.  Lots of hugs and good thoughts to you guys!!

MNheidi

Can't even imagine - so sorry.

Lani Lyons

I am SO sorry to hear this.. When I think what it would feel like to have to leave a baby at the hospital it makes me want to cry. But, like before, he's where he needs to be to get well and come home to you. He'll be back home soon Im sure!

ThisIzLove

Oh you poor thing.  =(  I'm so sorry to hear this.  You have been through so much and have been so strong through it all.  You WILL get through this.  Jax WILL get better.  Stay strong!

(((((HUGS)))))

Boilergirl79

Annie-

So sorry to hear.  Your boys are absolutely gorgeous.  You and the boys are in my thoughts and prayers. 

kyluvsaj

I am so glad you took control of that.  Poor Jax.  Everything will be fine.

You are in our prayers.

smcjune21

Oh Hun, My heart breaks for you. How hard this must be. I will be praying for Jax and your family to be together again soon.

lovethe1story

Oh Sweater

I am so sorry to hear it.  I hope Mr. Jax gets better and gets to come home soon!

Trina

AkinaMaluki

I too am so sorry and hope he is home with you again soon.

Tammy06

I am so sorry, hopefully next time he comes home it's for good and he will be doing much better! I can't imagine the pain you are going through.  Good luck for all of you!

lajolla09.30.06

So sorry to hear this!  You are an amazingly strong woman to go through all of this.  You will be in my prayers.

jlc071903

oh sweetie, I am so sorry to hear this, but glad that they are taking you seriously and going to figure out how to help Jax. Poor guy, he's been through the ringer, like his mama and daddy have too.

Heather.D

Oh, Annie..I am so sorry to hear this.  I can't even imagine how hard it is for you.  I'm sure he is getting the special care he needs. It sounds like they have a good plan for him (I was reading your blog) and I hope that before you know it, he is home with you again.

gymrat

I am so sorry hon! ((HUGS)) Going back to the place you never want to see again is the hardest. I cried more during Cecilia's hospital stay for strep B than I ever did when they were in the NICU. I hope they can help your little guy. You're in my prayers.

SaucySarie

{{{{HUGS}}}}  I am so sorry. Hopefully they will find out what's wrong and you can take him home soon!

jd0614

I am so sorry for you guys, I know that must be so hard!  But at least now you know they are DOING something for his problem, and hopefully he'll be home VERY soon!

AmberJane

OMG, I am soooo sorry to hear this!!!  I cannot imagine how hard this must be for you even though you know he is in the best place.  I think it must be so hard to have him home and then turn around and have to take him back...please know you will be in my thoughts and I hope for a speedy recovery for little Jax.  ((HUGS))

Dsugaree

My girls each were admnitted back into the hospital on several different occasions after they came home form the NICU - it is so hard - I didn't even know what to do with myself worrying about which ever one was back there. I have to say though once we got through our first year we have been so much healthier and not back in the hospital since - my girls only had 2 colds last winter and have gotten so much stronger! Good luck!

beefsbride

Oh Annie!!  {{{HUGS}}}}  I just read your blog, too.  Now seeing your note here has me in tears.  I am so sorry you are going through this, but I hope it is what Jax needs to finally get well and come home forever.

As pp mentioned, you have been an inspiration to me from the beginning.  First your many LONG weeks on bedrest and in the hospital and now your strength as you are taking care of your boys amazes me. 

Please take care of yourself and know that you & your family are in my thoughts and prayers!!

goldenmama

oh you just brought tears to my eyes. please keep us posted and lots and lots of prayers and speedy recovery for Jax. hopefully someone will figure it out soon!!!!! big big hugs.

Mrs. Destructo

Oh no! I'm crying for you and your family, big tears streaming down my face. You've already been through so much. Please do what you can to take care of yourself. Please keep us posted on the little guy. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the pump will help him gain the little bit of weight he needs to get this reflux under control.

barker2B

I'm so sorry, this must be so heartbreaking. You are an amazing mother that stops at nothing to get the best for her sons which is truly inspiring to the rest of us.  Sounds like Jaxon is in great hands and hopefully he'll turn a corner before you know it.

goldengrace

I am so sorry. Sending you hugs and a ton of prayers.?

lstaylor73

I am so sorry!  But you did the right thing. 

 

((hugs))

dragonflyinn

Oh no, I am so sorry.  You and your family will be in my thoughts.

FloF9

Sweater - I pray he gets well soon!!!  HUGS!!

tripletmom

(((HUGS))) I hope that you can bring him home soon.

LilSurferGirl

I'm so sorry Jax is back in the hospital - I can't imagine how hard that must be when you just got him home.  But I'm glad he's getting the care he needs and hopefully he'll be back with you soon and doing better than ever.

mrskimmieD

I am so sorry.  Sending lot of vibes for your little boy that he gets healthy very quickly and goes home with his mom and brother very soon.

MrsARC1105

(((hugs)))

i hope he is home soon. 

linda98ny

I'm so sorry. ?I hope he is home with you again VERY soon.

Leah5185

I can imagine! I sobbed when I had to leave them in the nicu. You are doing the best thing for your little boy and someday this will all be a brief memory. I am praying for him!