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Can you ladies send me some be strong vibes tomorrow?

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So we will finally after almost a month since they were born (it has been delayed due to problems getting the permit) be placing Owen and Avery's ashes.  They will be buried in a memorial park not too far from us in a beautiful area, in a baby garden with other babies who were taken too soon.

Of course I am dreading it but at the same time, I look forward to having a place to go.  I carry them in my heart but I still think this will bring some more closure.

Thanks ladies xoxo

TTC since 07/2009
Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
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"What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose." - Henry Ward Beecher
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Lots of love and luck to my PAIF/3T/IF Veteran ladies, especially my dear friend Zookie. Congrats to Papps, Teach84 and Starbuck on their little ones.
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  • scooterqscooterq member
    Sending you massive amounts of T&P!  Huge ((hugs)) sweetie!!
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  • madelyn07madelyn07 member

    Thinking of you sweetie.

     

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

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  • MrsRumpfMrsRumpf

    You have so much love here.

    I wish you find the strength to make some peace.

    May they rest peacefully.  

    ((HUGS))

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    1/2009- TTTC
    After 7 rounds of clomid and HcG, Three failed IUI's with an ectopic pregnancy, two shots of methotrextate, ER visits, breaks, low (3%) morphology One IVF cycle (lupron, gonal-F) that ended in another ectopic, more methotrexate, A Lap to disconnect both tubes, remove endo and a hydrosalphinx, . . .we are finally expecting TWINS from FET#1!
    1.11. 2011: Beginning FET cycle!
    3.11.11- FET! (DH's birthday!) 2 blasts transfered!
    3.20.11- BETA #1 BFP!!! 272! (9dp5dt)
    3.23.11- BETA #2 1346!!! (12dp5dt)
    4.8.11- U/S #1. . TWINS!!! . . .TWO BOYS!
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  • Bella2u07Bella2u07 member
    You are always in my thoughts!!!  Sending you tons of strong vibes!!!!!
    TTC #1 Since 11/08 - Dx: MFI & PCOS
    7 IUIs = All BFNs
    2011: March IVF #1.2 = e/p @ 6w: May IVF #2 = BFN: July sFET #1 = BFN

    2012: Jan We're Certified FC/A Parents
    May IVF #3 = c/p
    June-Nov Foster Mommy to M (Toddler)
    July FET #2 = BFN
    Aug FET #3 = BFN
    Sept-Nov Foster Mommy to Baby Bella (Newborn)
    Nov HSG/Sono = Clear!
    Dec FET #4 = BFN

    2013: Feb FET #5 = m/c @ 6.5w
    May-July Foster Mom to H (8 yr old girl)
    June/July/Aug IVF #4 = Freeze All
    July = Unofficially Adopting T (10 yr old boy)
    Sept FET #6 = TBD
    **PAIF/SAIF Welcome**
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  • Faith722Faith722 member
    Big, big hugs. You'll be in my prayers.
    IVF #3 = Feb 2012
    beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
    EDD 11/25/12
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  • AnasaraAnasara
    ~*~ thoughts, prayers & hugs ~*~
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  • vanessagorcvanessagorc member
    HUGE HUGS...and so many thoughts and prayers.
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  • abbe19abbe19
    I will absolutely be thinking of you tomorrow sweetie. Huge (((hugs))).

    SAIF/PAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC #1 May 2008
    6 Rounds Clomid, 1 Round Femera-BFN
    4 IUIs (1 Clomid, 1 Femara, 2 injectables)-BFN
    February 2010-Laparoscopy
    4 months of Lupron
    August 2010-IUI #5-BFN
    October 2010-IUI #6-BFN
    IVF #1 November 2010-BFN
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  • militarywife2bmilitarywife2b
    Sending you all the vibes I can muster
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  • wewannababywewannababy
    Lots of hugs sweetie!  I hope this brings you some closure!  Thinking of you tomorrow!
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  • NicoleeBonsaiNicoleeBonsai member
    sweetie, you and your DH will be in my t+p. i wish you peace during such a difficult time. ((HUGS))
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  • babylove0511babylove0511 member
    sending tons of T&P, be strong vibes and ((HUGS)) your way! will be thinking of you tomorrow.
    ::PAIF/SAIF Welcome::

    TTC since July 2008
    IUI 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF#2 BFP

    it's a girl!!

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  • etoyamaetoyama member
    What a beautiful, meaningful way to remember your babies. I will be keeping you in my T&Ps tomorrow, and sending you healing vibes (((((HUGS)))))
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  • Sunflower0908Sunflower0908
    Thinking of you tomorrow.
    TTC #1 since 03/09 Dx Unexplained
    Jan to April 2010 - Clomid - All BFN
    June 2010 - IVF - BFN
    Oct 2010 - FET #1 - BFN
    Dec 2010 - endometrial biopsy
    Jan 2011 - Surprise BFP! - m/c at 6w5d
    March 2011 - FET #2. Thawed 11 Day 1 embryos; 5 'exploded' / possible lab error?
    ET 4/2/11 transferred 1 blast & 1 morula
    Beta#1 10dp5dt =81; Beta#2 12dp5dt =222 Beta#3 16dp5dt =1337
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  • Edwina.McDunnoughEdwina.McDunnough
    Thinking of you, your husband, and your boys.
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  • SweetDahliaSweetDahlia
    I will be thinking of you guys. It will be good to know they have a nice place. I am so sorry for your loss.
    PAIF and SAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC since 2007
    6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
    IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
    IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
    Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
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  • illinigalillinigal member

    Hugs.  T&P are with you.  I hope tomorrow isn't too difficult for you and your DH.

    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
    **P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**

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  • orange1414orange1414 member
    ((big hugs)) You are strong. You can do this. We'll be thinking of you.
    Trying to grow our family with both fertility treatments and adoption since March 2009 
    IUIs#1-4 = BFN, IVF#1 = c/p, IVF#2 = OHSS, FET#1=BFP
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  • Jlynn3Jlynn3
    Thinking of you and sending lots of love and (((hugs)))
    SAIFW
    TTC since 2008 dx PCOS & MFI
    Clomid/Femara no "O"
    IVF #1 BFN
    FET #1 cancelled for biopsy
    FET #1.2 c/p, July 2012 c/p
    IUI #1 & 1.2 canceled
    IVF #2 ER 12/1, Freeze all due to OHSS
    FET #2.1 cancelled due to DVT risk, FET #2.2 Jan 2013
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  • amy1004amy1004 member
    You got it.  Lots of vibes coming your way!
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  • missred75missred75 member
    Sending tons of T&P your way tomorrow. I hope it brings you the closure that you need. ::hugs::
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  • KuleamaKuleama member
    (((HugeHugs)))  Sending lots of T&Ps to you and your DH.
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  • Sunshine05Sunshine05 member
    I'll keep you, your husband, and your boys in my thoughts and prayers. You are strong and you can do this, but I'm so sorry you have to. *hugs*
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  • amethystgrrlamethystgrrl member
    Thinking of you, wishing you the best tomorrow.
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  • Temp935838312504158Temp935838312504158
    Will be sending T&P's your way tomorrow as you face such an emotional day! Hoping this will bring some closure for you & your husband. HUGS to you sweetie!
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  • kimarino13kimarino13
    I will be thinking of you tomorrow.  <3

    After 2 rounds of IVF & 2 rounds of FET, we were blessed with identical twin girls!
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  • juliannatjuliannat
    Thinking of you (((hugs)))
    B/G twins!
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  • babystinkbreathbabystinkbreath member
    My heart aches for you honey. I'm so sorry you are going thru this. Big huge hugs.

    ~Lauren~
    **SAIF always welcome.**
    After 2+ years, 3 losses, 3 surgeries, 2 IVFs and 1 FET our little girl is here.
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  • mikeandangiemikeandangie
    Thinking of you guys today. What a beautiful way to remember Avery and Owen. Big (((hugs)))
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  • bbakersgirl75bbakersgirl75 member
    ((Big Hugs)) Will be thinking of you, DH, and family.
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  • jillmathenyjillmatheny member
    Oh, sweetie, I'll be thinking about you today. I  hope today starts to bring some of the closure that you need and I'm sure everything will be beautiful.
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  • love2b_mrstlove2b_mrst member
    Lots of T&Ps for you and your H.  I hope that it brings the closure you need.  Hugs.

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  • Mandy_Lou83Mandy_Lou83 member
    Sending tons of thoughts and prayers to you!
    After 3 years of infertility we were blessed with twin girls through private infant adoption.
    Forever our's October 17th 2012
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  • mrsgcalmrsgcal

    Sending you many thoughts & prayers. ((HUGS))

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  • thewormstheworms member

    you all will be in my thoughts

    ((HUGS))

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    Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)

    It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
    MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
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  • Jackie2200Jackie2200 member
    T&Ps headng your way.  You will feel some closure when you bury your babies.  We had ours cremated but I felt a tad better when we got their ashes home. 

    TTC Since 10/08 4 IUIs=BFNx4
    IVF#1=BFP!! Twins!!
    Bradley and Billy born and lost on 2/2/11 at 19w2d due to pPROM/PTL. I miss you, little angels.
    IVF#2=BFN
    IVF#3=c/p IVF#4=Empty Follicle Syndrome; 1 mature, fertilized, & made it to blast. 5dt of "the lone ranger" on 9/6. Please stick, little one! Image and video hosting by TinyPic Lilypie First Birthday tickers
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  • DeputiesWifeDeputiesWife

    ::hugs::

    sending you some strong vibes.

    Thinking of you.

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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  • njohnson1972njohnson1972 member
    Big (((hugs))) sweetie.
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  • MrsRich0226MrsRich0226

    I'll be thinking of you and sending tons of strong vibes your way.

    Hugs ((hugs))

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  • 07may0707may07

    Sending you tons of thoughts and prayers today.

    ((HUGS))

    *P/SAIFW* TTC since 1/08 Clomid, 2 IUIs, 4 IVFs, FET 7 losses Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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