Snarky and T-TTC

Randoms

*We started TTC the day I turned 30. I turned 36 last month.

*I'm posting from my iPhone, so expect no paragraphs. ;)

*One incredibly amazing person recommended some books and said some things to me that have me working HARD to try and get out of the stupor I've been living in.

*I still have dreams where I'm pregnant. Only now my brain doesn't even believe it IN the dream, as weird as it may sound.

*I have an incredible husband. I love him more now than ever. And it still hurts that I KNOW he'd be an amazing father.

*I used to call people I met on the Internet e-friends. Now, I know they're really Friends. The way a few words from someone you care about can click in your brain transcends time and space. I may not know your voices, but I've gotten a glimpse of your hearts.

*I'm fighting myself. For years I've managed to feel somehow superior to others in some areas, while totally undeserving of anything good in others. It's a struggle and a delicate balance.

*I'm stubborn.

*I've got some sort of undiagnosed ADD.

*I will be losing my job soon. I'm scared. Is it bad that I don't want to start looking for a new job until AFTER I get my severance? I'm kind of looking forward to some down time.

*Sigh. I think that's it. For now. ;)

***Edited because I couldn't stand the lack of spaces...

Thank goodness for teleporting to my Mac from my iPhone  

 

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  • imageSerendipitie:
    I <3 you fiercely

     <3 you too. Thinking of you and sending good vibes your way every day.

  • imagemmariluh:

    *I still have dreams where I'm pregnant. Only now my brain doesn't even believe it IN the dream, as weird as it may sound.

    *I have an incredible husband. I love him more now than ever. And it still hurts that I KNOW he'd be an amazing father.

    1. I had a dream just like this the other night. I was even telling MrBunny that there was no way I was pregnant because that doesn't happen to me. It was so odd.

    2. I could have written this myself. Each time he does something nice or goes out of his way to be a good guy it just is a shot to the gut. I'm really thankful we don't live near my family because watching him with our niece was almost the worst thing I've ever seen. 

    Fuuck TTC - I'm moving on.
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  • imagejanineb:

    I lubs all of you, and wish for each of you every day.

    mmariluh, I am sorry you are in a stupor - you deserve all you want in life and more. you are seriously such a positive energy in this world and it sucks donkey balls it hasn't given you what you desire most. life can suck the big fat one.

    this. all of this. Love you Mariluh!


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  • we love you hun.  This universe can kiss my ass.
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  • (((hugs))) I love you.
  • *wraps mmariluh in a giant hug*
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    {{{hugs}}}  The universe can bite me.  You're the bestest and don't think for a second you're not. 

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