TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

I can't even do THIS right

So today's beta, at 11dp3dt, came back at 5.8. My nurse was all "it doesn't look good, I'm so sorry.", but it's not low enough for them to just suck it up and call it. I have to go back on Sunday for another draw.

Until then, no cold medication and keep shoving progesterone into yourself 3 times a day. Great.

I can't believe this. I can't even fail a cycle properly! Screw you, infertility. Fvck you right in the eye hole.

12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

Re: I can't even do THIS right

  • Fvck! I'm so sorry. I'm so upset for you. I was right where you are two weeks ago and I know it sucks big monkey balls.
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  • Oh Tara, I am so so sorry. :(

    So much love your way.

     

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  • This entire process is so fvcking stupid. It's just worthless, it really is. Fvck it all.

    Can you beg and plead them to get you in on Saturday instead? 

  • Ugh. This is so unfair. I'm sorry.
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
  • Ugh, I hate this for you. I'm sorry, friend.
    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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    This entire process is so fvcking stupid. It's just worthless, it really is. Fvck it all.

    Can you beg and plead them to get you in on Saturday instead? 

    Saturday, Sunday, it doesn't fvcking matter to me. I guess they just want to wait the full 72 hours just in case I've got some kind of journal-worthy miracle embryo on my hands.

    What the fvck ever. No

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

    BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

  • I was just thinking Saturday would be one day earlier you could snort some Sudafed and down some beer.
  • We have company coming this weekend and I'll take them out for brunch on Sunday morning and snort lines of Sudafed right off the goddamned table.

    Angry? Moi?

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

    BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

  • {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}
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  • Eff you Universe!! I'm so sorry.


    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I?m so sorry :-(

    BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
    BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
    BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
    BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13 

    BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w
     
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  • I can't believe this.

    I'm angry for you.  

  • I'm so sorry.
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  • I am so sorry.  This is just so awful for you. 

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  • ((hugs)) I'm so sorry.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • *huge hugs*
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    Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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  • I'm so sorry.  This limbo is a special kind of hell.  Sad
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  • I'm so sorry - fvcking universe!

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    * PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) * 
    * CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
    * Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d * 
    * PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 * 
    * DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *


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  • I'm so sorry.
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