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TTC After a Loss 6 Months+
EntropicEpona
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IVF = F.A.I.L.
EntropicEpona
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So yeah. Every single pregnancy symptom I had is gone and I can feel my period trying to bust through the 3X daily progesterone. Every single test I've taken is negative.
I know it's not "officially" over until after my beta on Thursday, but c'mon. Get real.
I fvcking hate infertility. We're never going to be parents. And yet, my idiot neighbours have kids. Insenstitive, dumba$$ idiots have kids. Crack whores have kids. Teenagers have kids.
Why not us?
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
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Re: IVF = F.A.I.L.
Rawr.smash.kill.
I don't know what else to say. I'm so sorry, it isn't fvcking fair and I don't get it AT ALL. ((hugs))
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
I just can't believe that we went through all of that hell for nothing. FOR NOTHING.
Well, not for nothing. I mean, we're $25k down and have an overflowing sharps container and some renewed broken hearts. That's something, I guess.
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
What.the.fvck. Dear Universe, please read toto's post.... We have some kind words for you in there.
Seriously, if this cycle doesn't work... son of a @#$%^&*())(*&^%$#!%^&*!
T, I love you girl. (((hugs)))
Dx: MFI- 3% morph
IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
Make sure you leave that out on your guest bath counter for guests to see. That's fun.
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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I have so much love and hugs for you Tara. You know I am still holding out hope. I won't let it go just yet. ((Huge Hugs))
And Universe, I have nothing but farts and Fuvk Yous sent your way.
Oh sh!t. NO NO NO I refuse to accept this. I demand that things not turn out this way.
I've seriously had it up to here with the sh1tty fvcking luck around here these days. It is NOT COOL.
Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11
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1. I hate, hate, HATE this.
2. I'm so sorry.
3. I love you.
this suckitysuckysucksucks.
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
I am so angry for you.
And this just further confirms that I am going to end up in a padded cell. Cause this crap is too much!
I'm so sorry my sweet friend.
I haven't blogged anything because I don't want my mom or MIL to read anything until I have the official word. It's already hard enough.
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
FVCK! I HATE it too! I actually think Crack may be a fertility drug that needs to be explored further! I work with kids who are born with addictions, one of 11 all with special needs, parents who use their disabled kids as pay checks because of their social security disability checks, oh and almost all of my parents are younger than me and I'm only 31!
If you need anything or if there is something I can do for you, let me know, other than curse the universe for you, cause I will...
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Labor Buddy to Blowfish11
I'm so sorry. I am pissed at the world for all of us. Love you.
I fvcking hate IF, too. And I hate that this is such a struggle...meanwhile, of course, your idiot neighbors are feeding their kids kool-aid and pop rocks shots with a Volt soda chaser.
It doesn't make sense. I'm so sorry.
I don't even know what to say.
I'm so sorry.
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BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13
BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w
Fvckity fvck fvck. This fvcking sucks.
I'm sooooo sorry, T. Huge hugs.
The world (and all the PG crackwhores) can suck it.
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
* PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) *
* CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
* Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d *
* PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 *
* DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *