TTC After a Loss 6 Months+
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FET #2 = BFN
Got the call late this morning that this FET didn't take. Not sure what we are going to do anymore, we may have to accept it's never going to happen for us. Will be awhile before we can save for another fresh cycle. I'm so mad at the universe right now, I just don't understand how my cousin who is on drugs gets 2 healthy babies and I get nothing.
Jenn
3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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Re: FET #2 = BFN
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
Dx: MFI- 3% morph
IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
I'm SO SO sorry. It totally sucks, I totally believe that crack may be a fertility drug that needs to be explored further.
That being said last week I told my MIL that I was angry with God and her response was totally perfect and made me feel better, I hope I don't come off preachy and you can ignore it if you want to. She said "It's okay to be angry right now. He understands why you're angry with him and he will be there when you're ready to talk to him again." It made me feel better, I hope it can do the same for you.
Much love and hugs, again, I'm sorry.
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Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
I am so, so sorry! I hate to hear that. Thinking of you.
I am so, so sorry sweetie. This sucks! This just really, really SUCK!
HUGE HUGS!!
I'm so so so sorry.
::gives a big eff you to the unviverse::
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
((hugs))
I am so sorry. It's so heartbreaking and unfair
DD #1 born 9/07 ** DD #2 born 7/11 ** Operation Take Back My Body has begun 10/11
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I am so sorry!!!!!
Labor Buddy to Blowfish11
BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13
BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w
I'm so sorry. ((hugs))
It's really not fair.