Today was so hard. I didn't even get to see C before I left because he was still sleeping. And tonight I only got to see him for 2 hours and he was cranky for a lot of it (normal evening fussy time). He was asleep by 6:40 and I can't stop crying. I miss him so much. I feel like he is only going to be this little once and I'm missing so much of it. I hate being a working mom
TTC with unexplained IF since 8/2007
6 losses, one beautiful perfect boy in our arms

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