Help me relax

RoAnt05

Tomorrow is my 1st Trimester screening (and our 3 year anniversary) and I can't relax.  I haven't seen the babies since week 8 and I am terrified that I am going to discover that one or both arent making it/made it.  In addition, I have had pains around my belly button since yesterday and now I am spotting/bleeding brown when I wipe and on my underwear (this has been happening like every week or so since week 5).  I really am trying to relax, but I feel like Im going to puke...