Infertility

Confession time:

I just ate a whole tub of spinach dip with chips and rationalized that it was okay since it is made with spinach it was good for me.
A lot of years and a million tears finally led me to you.
After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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Re: Confession time:

  • We are about to go buy pumpkins and mums and I plan on getting apple cider donuts and eating about 5. ?Maybe 6.
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  • I'm about to eating a second breakfast bar because I can't wait the 1/2 hour til lunch
    Beautiful Miracle Baby lost at 21 weeks due to pre-term labor and incompetent cervix. FET#1 BFN, FET#2 BFP, early loss. FET#3 BFN. IVF#2 BFFN. FET #4 BFP after removing bilateral hydrosalpinx and 3 months of lupron depot. Sticky Bun is here!! Image and video hosting by TinyPic Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • It's only 1:30 and I'm already losing steam at work because I am thinking about my ER tomorrow.
    *** It's funny because I'm fat ***
  • If I hear one more person whine about how they have no $$ for the holidays I'm going to throw my PIO at their head!!!!
    Our miracle IVF baby - D 6/09 & J - Surprise! born 9/10!!!
  • I have done virtually no work today and am annoyed that I have a meeting in 20 minutes where I have to do work!

     

  • I just saw a guy on the metro a few minutes ago wearing a 'members only' jacket - a real one and I totally took a picture of him with my cell phone!
  • Tonight, I plan to con my DH into buying me a pumpkin latte by promising certain future "favors."

  • i've been extremely lazy lately. extremely.
  • I stayed home from work yesterday and did not tell anyone - not even my husband.  I just needed a me day.
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  • This is more of a vent and it's long...

    I have a good friend who is in a crappy marriage.  For the last year she keeps a diary about all the crap stuff he does, he held a knife to her neck but was just kidding, she has suspected him of cheating a few times.  They have a 2 year old and basically she will never leave him not matter what which is her choice.

     A week ago she calls me because their next door neighbor who is the neighborhood slut texts her husband at 3 and 4 am asking him where he was.  She broadcasts this on myspace and facebook.  When she asks for my honest opinion I tell her what I think of the situation, but that I would have left with the knife incident.  DH tells her it sounds like he is cheating.  Even his best friend said that the whole situation is fishy.

     

    Then her husband gets all "I am so hurt anyone would think poorly of me, everyone thinks I am a scum bag."  They canceled on us for our trip last weekend to Chincoteague because he just will not feel comfortable around us. Am I missing something?  The only reason anyone thought badly of him is because of what she tells us.  

    I know some of this has to do with depression and me not caring too much about anything but I feel like I can't even talk to her anymore.  She is so brainwashed by him that anything we say can be twisted and used against us at a later date.

     I told you this was long!

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  • I gave up on not drinking caffeine during IUI cycles b/c our chances are so low anyway, my morning coffee was wonderful and I don't feel guilty about it at allSmile
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  • I am constantly feeling up my boobs to see if they are sore. ?I can't decided if they really are sore of if they are sore b/c I can't stop squeezing them lol. ?(I am in the 2ww)
  • I am about to eat a big piece of chocolate cheesecake when I'm supposed to be on a low carb diet per RE.  :)

    Lilypie Third Birthday tickersimage ~Lindsay~TTC since Aug 06...FSH 13.5. 8IUIs & 1 cancelled IVF - BFNs. IVF #2 - Success! TTC for #2 since September 2009 - ER 6/23!
  • I decided to try the pumpkin spice coffee at Dunkin Donuts this morning but then dumped the entire thing down the drain when I got to work, looked online and saw that the coffee had 340 calories and 11 grams of fat. For coffee?!?! It didn't even have any milk/cream! Hmph. I'd rather eat a big ol' cookie for 300+ calories. And probably will.
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  • Not really a confession - more of a complaint. I'm really really tired and have to stay at work till 6. Already cheated and had a little caffeine this morning so can't have more. Can't wait to go veg out on the couch at home!Sleep
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  • I am bitter that I actually had 2 teach two classes rather than attend meetings because 2 of my students were going into crisis outside of class...I NEED my meetings to break up the week.
    "Normal day, let me be aware of the treasured day you are. Let me learn from you, love you, bless you before you depart...let me hold you while I may."

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    TTC #1- unexplained...lost left ovary 4/07 IUI #1 2/10/09-BFN IUI #2 3/5/09-BFN IVF # 1-BFP

    TTC#2- FET 4/7/11 BFP, Natural mc 5/5/11 IVF#2 ER 9/13/11, ET 9/16/11, Beta #1 9/27/11 BFP 254 Beta #2 9/30/11 793 -Twins!

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