...To schedule the rcs. Every time I sit down to think/pray about it, its one of the first things that pops into my mind. And I don't know if its just me wanting an "easy" way out, (haha, never thought of a cs as an easy way out) especially since once I let the thought ruminate a minute I have thoughts of having him come out vaginally and being able to hold him right away. That is what I want for my baby. And I wouldn't mind having all the good labor/delivery hormones for myself. I don't want him born in a cold operating room and whisked away as was my DD. Maybe it doesn't have to be like that, but these are just my thoughts at the moment. Plus the whole breech thing, not knowing if/when he will turn. Is it weird that the whole version (OB trying to turn him) freaks me out more than a CS?? Especially since she said she would let the resident try a few times first before she did? It just seems traumatic. Anyway, just needed to get that out there.
Re: Tempted...
How far along are you?
If you don't want the resident doing the version, say no. I wouldn't want a resident doing a version on me either. They have to learn but you are under no obligation to let them learn on your body.
GL with whatever you decide.