I feel like I'm back at square one

Kelanne

I felt like I was getting better.  I have been on meds since DS was born.  I started therapy about 2 months ago.  Even this week, my therapist thought I could go from weekly sessions to bi-weekly.

Then last night I just lost it.  I cried all night.  I wondered why I ever become a mom in the first place.  I feel like my DH doesn?t even like me so I sent him a text saying he might as well find a new wife who he actually loves and would take great care of my kids and then they would all live happily ever after.  I just feel so out of control, sad and alone.

It makes me feel like I?ll never feel better.

Usually after I sleep on it, I will feel a little better the next day ? but I don?t.  I still feel just as awful as I did last night.

Why am I regressing?  I don?t understand.

Mrs.Saxy

maybe you need a different medicine or they need to adjust the dosage.  Hope things get better.