just now. Damn hormones are killing me. My damn client just realized that she is 7 months pregnant, wants an abortion but can't get one, and now wants to maybe give it up for adoption. I have no problem with any of this, although I think she is an idiot for not realizing that she was pregnant during the last 7 months. She is worried about prenatal care. Sorry sweetie you are so far along it really doesn't matter now.
Then she had me looking up adoption places which I think is a great route for her to go. I am thinking to myself well it's only 20k to adopt. No biggie, right peachy. That's when I almost lost it but I didn't.
My faint BFP that became a BFN was again a faint BFP this morning. I realize this is just a cp and it's not a big deal but it's still annoying and I don't know why I can't stop myself from peeing on things.
Re: Almost cried while I was interviewing a client
I'm so sorry. I haven't been in your exact situation, but I work with kids and families and I cringe whenever someone asks me if I have kids, or if a client comes in and tells me she's going to be a big sister. Some days it's hard not to cry with that kind of stuff. Yesterday I had a client tell me about the kids she adopted, and I found myself asking way too many questions about it - just because I was interested for myself - not because I had to know.
((hugs))