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maturnity uniforms
Jered&Gena
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about a month ago i orderd maturinity uniforms for work. i got them today. i thought it would hurt when they came because i dont need them any more, but i actualy felt hope for thed furture. for thes first time i felt like its gona be ok. so im going home and im going to pack them away with hope that some day ill go up to my babys room and unpack them. with hope that ill wear them and with hope that some day ill hold a little one. its hard and it sucks, but im finding hope, im moving forward. i know we all have along way to go but we gona get there.
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Re: maturnity uniforms
That is a great attitude! I think that means you are healing
I kind of had a similar epiphany just now. Three people on my facebook had babies in the last two days. Normally I feel sad and a little bitter but this time I looked at their photos with hope. Their babies are beautiful and one day I will have a beautiful baby as well and so will you 
4 losses: Natural m/c 8w 1/11, CP 12/11, CP 3/12, and our perfectly healthy baby girl Charlotte Grace, missed M/C 5/31/12 at 8w5d
TTC#2 5/14, BFP 8/15/14! Beta #1 16 (11 DPO), Beta #2 71 (14 DPO) Beta #3 164 (16 DPO) Beta #4 633 (21 DPO) Beta #5 1487 (23 DPO) Heartbeat 121 bpm at 6w6d! EDD 4/25/15
I know how you feel. Before the m/c I had made some "I
Grandma, Grandpa, etc" onesies for us to use to tell the grandparents about the pregnancy. I saw them in the closet the other day where my sweet DH had put them so I wouldn't have to look at them all the time.... but I just tell myself that we will use them "next time".
I love the great attitude you have, and I hope it helps in your grieving/healing process! T&P's with you!!
that is wonderful, and it sounds like you are healing and making progress. but also allow yourself to have rough days too...and its okay. soon the good days will be greater than the sad days...but it goes on for a while back and forth.
but enjoy those good moments when you can, and looking forward to the future!
{hugs}
DD #1 born 10/21/03
DD #2 born 2/8/06
DS no hb 11/17/10 at 21w1d, d&e 11/24,demise due to fetal hydrops, from congestive heart failure, probably caused by structural malformation
Our Rango....BFP 2/6/11...hb on 2/23...perfectly healthy, but no hb on 6/9/11 d & e 6/15/2011
Rango's Blog
Just save them. I'm sure you will use them... Right away, maybe not right away, maybe soon, maybe later, maybe real later... You never know. Hang in there, and take your time. Hugs.