about a month ago i orderd maturinity uniforms for work. i got them today. i thought it would hurt when they came because i dont need them any more, but i actualy felt hope for thed furture. for thes first time i felt like its gona be ok. so im going home and im going to pack them away with hope that some day ill go up to my babys room and unpack them. with hope that ill wear them and with hope that some day ill hold a little one. its hard and it sucks, but im finding hope, im moving forward. i know we all have along way to go but we gona get there.
? C/P Spring '10, ?
?BFP 12/13/10 EDD 08/24/11 Missed M/C 8w0d, D&C 01/14/11,?
?BFP 03/06/11 EDD 11/15/11 BO 6w6d Natural M/C 7w0d ?
BFP 10/15/11 9DPO Beta #1 11DPO 60 Beta #2 13DPO 173 Beta #3 16DPO 686 Beta #4 18DPO 2014! First u/s 10/25 at 6w2d HEARTBEAT!
It's a GIRL!!!
Macy NicholeBorn June 18th 2012
The hardest thing I ever had to do was let go of somthing I never got to hold! Your in my heart forever and I cant wait to hold you both someday!