f/u appointment.

KaLa2011

Well, it turns out, they don't know anything solid. My levels are dropping as they should be, everything on my end was on point (levels and such), and sadly they didn't find any fetal tissue (which confirms what I had been scared about, that it was what I passed at work) 

They gave me the all clear to start again in one cycle and I think its gonna be a bit longer than that. This whole thing has got me terrified. This was my first pg, and all I can do now is wait, try again and pray. I am just scared I won't be able to get excited about it as much next time.

Oh well. Day by day right? Thats all I keep telling myself.

 

 

Mr&Mrs.B

I am so sorry for your loss.  The waiting is going to be the hardest part, but let your body and your heart heal.  (((HUGS)))

tonesq

Only you can decide when you are ready. I hope you find some peace while you are waiting. Day by day is a great philosophy.

JThomas221

Ditto PP's, you know yourself and your body best. I've heard it said on here that you'll know when you're ready to try again. I think you have a great attitude in taking it one day at a time.

madiegirl83

I am so sorry for your loss!  Just take whatever time you need to heal.  One day at a time is the only way I have been able to get through this!

heroesforsale

I feel exactly the same way, I m/c on Monday.  Will I have the strength to try again?  What if this happens again?  I don't know if I could do it a second time . . .

 

KaLa2011

Thanks guys! I can't even put into words how nice it is to have this place where I can put it all out there and not worry about hurting feelings or scaring anyone.

You are all amazing.

K