I need something (whine/vent)

norbert5

I need a vacation or something.  For the last two weeks I been a wreck.  Crying, sleeping, lethargic, etc.  I know I am pregnant and that is probably part of it but enough is enough. 

I seriously feel bad for DH (even though he has been part of the problem).  He hates his job and these three incredibly bitter woman ride him all day at work so he comes home and you say one thing to him and he snaps.  He is exhausted in miserable and mopes around the house.

The house is getting away from me.  DD had her birthday and Christmas and my parents keep bringing over MORE crap.  So our house is full and dirty.  I can't deal with it.  I need to do something with all this kid junk.  Our house is little we don't have room for this.

I am going through the awkward just gaining weight or pregnant stage and I have two weddings in February to go.  I am hoping one day I just pop out there so people know I am not just knocking back too many cheeseburgers.  I also am still bfing DD, which I kind of feel guilty about and I don't know why.  Maybe because I don't want to do it anymore but am too lazy to try weaning her and would rather just keep the peace.

On top of everything else we have been sitting under a heavy layer of fog for what seems like weeks ( I think it has been two).  I know that fog is nothing compared to snow.  But is so freakin' gloomy and ugly I hate it.

So I don't know what is going on, but I need something.  A vacation? A pedicure?  Someone want to share their pick me ups with me?  I already had book club this week, I thought that would help but it didn't.

**sigh** I am so moody I am tearing up while typing this.  Stupid hormones.

 

Kitten80

I am sorry to hear how rough things are for you right now!  An unhappy at work DH is difficult (i know from experience).  I have been feeling more fat than pregnant and I have my brother's wedding in april...on a beach. blah.  I decided tonight, if I still have any energy at all, to do a home spa night complete with a warm bath. DH is working tonight.  I hope I can even do my toe nails. Maybe doing something girly will help (and I am not a ver girly girl).  I have been tearing my kitchen apart cabinet by cabibet today reorganizing trying to make more usable room for things we use a lot.  I moved our let over containers from the corner cabinet...where I love them, but DH just tosses them in and out...and they end up tumbling out at me and into the sink .  We will see if the new arrangement works.  I am hoping new order in the most used room will translate into other rooms too  hang in there!  Go do something you love or try to arrange a friend day. Take care.

pinksweetpea2

::hugs:: Sounds like you need a day off, a night out with your husband, and a cleaning service- even if it is only a one time deal. 

Figure out how to make it work- make the effort and I bet you will feel a lot better.

GL 

nsees

I hope that you're able to make some "me" time soon and that you start feeling better!

norbert5

Thanks for the replies.  I didn't mean to post and run yesterday, my internet went down.

Hopefully today will be better then yesterday.